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Jul 31, 15 at 6:09pm
Hey, I don't get on here much and we have never talked before, but like the guy beneath this comment i read some of what you were saying before... I know the feeling, I'm getting ready to be 28 years old soon and i've been alone most of my life. It's not a happy place to be, i know. But from my perspective we have one big difference: I know i'm awesome. I'm the shit. Nobody better than me. Not saying i'm the smartest (close maybe) or best looking dude on the planet, but i LIKE who i am. I'm proud of who I am. I don't know you, but i DO know that for anyone to be happy they have to be happy with themselvs first. Don't talk down on yourself and call yourself trash, i highly doubt it's true. You just want someone to prove you wrong... Just like i Used to. You have to KNOW in your heart that you are a good person, a worthwhile person... if you do then you WILL find someone who values and appreciates these things one day and gives you the happiness you deserve. If i am patient and unwavering in my dedication to NOT be miserable, i hope i too will find it one day. Anyway, hope none of that came off as harsh. Just wanting you to know that someone as sensitive as you appear to be has no business calling themselves trash. Tell the people who arent worthy of your affections and attention to F*** Off, because you don't need them. I'm not on much anymore, i work too much, but if you want to make a convo out of this i would be more than happy to chat with you. Take care and may good things find you!
I read some of what you've said on here. You can talk to me if you want, you don't have to but i'd advise it because I can probablly relate alot to you. I know it's hard to talk to people sometimes because your an outcast; i've been one my whole life! but you shouldn't be so afraid. Theres a chance that things can end badly, but they can also end good. Whatever pain you feel now means that you can feel just as good as bad. If you want to be an anime artist or whatever, then do it! But only you can though! no one can force you too, no matter how much people tell you it'll be alright or tell you your trash or tell you your a goddess what you really are is what you choose to be. Don't depend on other people to make you happy because they can't always do it. They're just as complex as you are even if they don't show it, and they can't be happy enough to please you all the time.
love's not fake most people just don't get it; and don't want too because it's a difficult thing, as are most things that are worth the time. I know what it feels like to have a broken heart though. I'm not gunna lie to you and say your going to stop hurting because if you were really in love it wont ever stop. But life goes on and it's okay to feel sad it just means your human. Just don't dwell on it constantly or you'll end feeling sorry for yourself and that will only make things worse. I don't know who did what to you but remember that life can be as good as you want it to be. Just stay true to who you are what you want from life, and be smart about how you go about getting it. If theres a will theres a way.
I might go as Lulu FF10 since I have the outfit your Squall outfit looks good you make a good Squall ...say don't I have you on my friends?
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