some one take me away

I'm too far gone for this I'm all ready dead inside whats the point if we do get back together whats to stop this from happening again and I some how I find some one new this well happen too I'll just get broken again ...Love feels fake at this point and life just feels like a waste I hate that I'm still trying and IDK why I am...

Don't be silly you are not dead inside you still feel that pain. That alone proves you are alive. You want to be happy so bad it hurts. If you must move on move on but only after you are sure there's no return. You make sure he knows how you feel and what you are willing to do for him. If that's not good enough then get over him. You can't waste your time on someone that doesn't care you. You do want to be happy so don't give up. What could be worst than the pain of loneliness? If it happens again you might now how to survive it next time. People are different if he doesn't work out. Who's to say the next guy won't?

thank you I really needed to hear something like that he wont exceped me back at all. I think the worst pain I feel riht now is not the loneliness it is the 2 years spent with him gone... he was willing to throw all that away... also knowing I failed him... what do I do from here... I dont think I can find some one new... it was just luck I found him... I'm not really someone that someone would want to be with... I have no good quality about me...

I know that can't be true we all have good qualities. If we don't have enough we make more. Relax it will all be fine. Wanna hear a funny story. You are heart broken and I just broke my own heart. We sometimes do it to our selves. But that's life. We just get back up and keep coming back for more. It hurts now but I won't give up on this life or this world or the people in it. ^_^

I don't know how to make anything good about me... no matter how hard I try to be happy I always become sad... I fd up my relationship and I know If I ever meet someone new I would just mess it up again... I'm a bad girl friend and a horrible person...

You just need to decide what kinds of things you like to do in the future. What kind of girl do you want to be? Do you know? Think about it. Who do you want to be?

well this well sound dumb but I want to go on Americas got talent and sing Japaneses music... but I don't think I sound good X/ idk its all unattainably manly I just want to be loved and to love in return but its imposable for me to find someone who would love me and stay in love with me

Well how about this. Practice and record yourself. Place it on you tube. We will look at it. You don't have to show your face. Get some input. If anything have fun doing it. If it doesn't sound right is fine is all in good fun. You just need to do something. If it doesn't work then think of something else . Don't stop lots of things to try out.

What i forgot to mention is that what ever you do it will also help the weight issues. I been doing stuff and ever since I started I been losing weight my self. Is a bonus of just doing stuff.

"sigh" I can see why you chose Kenshin as your pic wanting to help the helpless I haven't seen that anime in a long time... yes I know what you mean about the weight thing I have a job now I'm just off today and I have nothing to do and me and my ex are not going to get back together... so I'm just depressed lost I have no one to love and to love me and I can't stand it I'm dieing inside...