my little rant

so i gess ill take the time to get this off my chest. i have had a rough few years. i have lost may friends and seem to be loosing more. i am a loyal person and try my best to keep balance. nobody id perfect and i will admt that i have some issues myself , but again nobody is perfect. i try not to be fake ...but when all u want to do is please a person you tend to be fake.. i have hidden behind a mask of insucurity, sadness, betrayle and much more for many years. it is hard for me to trust people anymore.. i want to find sombody that will understand the pains that i have been through and not judge me for the pains i have... but that is hard to find but im willing to try ...im tired of being alone all the time . END

I sometimes feel like that also, I guess it helps if you forget about it for a while and go out and do something. New experiences are always good.

I'm going through the same thing, everyone does at one point. Humans are just vile creatures who thrive on hurting others...

I hope you can find loyal friends who will understand you. It's happening to me as well, one day they seem so close but the next they're far away. You'll find that somebody who will accept you. On a side note, I love your picture of Sei <3