ZERO

I'm sorry i'm sorry really i'm trying to be sorry but i just really HATE your family there the most fakes fony selfcentred pieces of shit in history. i'm not dumb i knew the way they do thing at first sight I see through everything and everyone nothing gets past me... NOTHING

Weres that coming from? so i spent a little dough on some stuff i liked during a time when i wasn't paying for anything. I really don't have anymore time for shit like that anyway. idk whos sayin what but that really pisses me clean the fuck off and i'll beat the flying fuck out of anyone who steps to me. want to lable me cause i had a little extra money that i spent on myself for once in my life yeah ok -_- The only GOD DAMN thing i've been spending money on latly is a one dumbass meal every day or three N helping my brother with his bills and mayeb a sack of bud here and there so I can restrane myself from going completly mad and killing someone just to rot in prison for the rest of my worthless existance... but I don't want to walk that path. HEY! I love You too Cheryl i'm just depressed and pissed off cause i'm tired of being depressed. so i have a gaming problem theres alot worse things I could be doing. ivcc huh nice don't leave me for some rich brain guy fag however i wish you luck babe Love ya

James, it'll be ok. You'll be fine i see a lot of potential in you, you just need more confidence and something to make you feel happy. So when you have money spend a little on games and save the rest for necessities, so your happy and still have money when it's needed. And if your going to love me you have to love yourself too, you've made mistakes but those mistakes haven't made you a bad person, believe me ok? : )

That's all I want, and I may not have been alive if I hadn't met you either, so lets just weather this storm until I can get the fuck out of here. My mom signed me up for ivcc so maybe the bullshit will stop