Soulbrazier

Hmmm, I vaguely remembering having a bully but that was like, in kindergarten when I was young and reckless hahaha. Yeah, I remember those days. I only miss them because the work was easier, there was nap time, and when I first started elementary school....dare I say it, I actually liked school. I remember before I was old enough to go to school I would seriously cry when my brothers came home with homework because I wanted some too XD I definitely have the exact opposite reaction nowadays. I couldn't help laughing when you said that you dealt with the bully relatively quickly. It kinda makes it sound like you killed them XD Like I just imagined the bully's body being sunken to the bottom of the ocean and no one ever heard from them again hahaha. Sorry, my imagination is quite active at the moment. Sometimes it's hard to look at things positively in this society but I manage to get by lol. We occasionally have school trips but you tend to have to pay a good bit of money to go on them and I don't think I want to go on any of them that badly. It manga was allowed then I'd definitely be more likely to read them, but sadly they enjoy picking confusing books that enjoy using Old English and big words that I have to look up the definition too. At least they generally end up having good morals and whatnot. I'd definitely describe my brain as a bane since I usually end up not completing the book, but that's what those online summaries and stuff are for! Hehe, me sounding sadistic, probably wouldn't be the first time XP Of course I try to sound as sane as possible in order to avoid scaring people off, unless of course that was my original intention. And don't worry about it, you'd probably be one of the most straightforward counselors in the world lol. I've always kinda wanted to go to a counselor...or psychiatrist or something, not because I think I'm crazy or something but just for the experience. That probably sounds crazy though XD. Like, I just wanna chill and talk to them and see what they'd have to say. Knowing me though I'd probably be trying to figure out what they're scribbling on their little notepad. Oh, and, if you wouldn't mind telling me of course, what kind of disorder did you used to have? Heh, the funny thing is that I don't even know if I know how to swim hahaha. I've never been in deep enough water to try it out, some water sign I am XD. And I did a bit or research and although it didn't necessarily say anything about swimming, scorpions can stay underwater for long period of time, even days. There's also some mind of insect called a waterscorpion but I don't think that they based the zodiac sign off of that thing haha. I was just thinking about how scorpions look kinda similar to lobsters, so what if whoever was making these zodiac representations actually made a mistake and the Scorpio sign was actually meant be a lobster and not a scorpion? I seriously just laughed more than necessary while thinking about that. I guest then it'd be Lobsterio or something instead of Scorpio, but ah well. Don't feel guilty XP I'm usually not the best with replies either. Especially around the holiday time like so. Did you get anything interesting for Christmas? Can't say I really did since surprisingly my mom let me have my gifts like, 2 weeks in advance. Been spending most of my break on my new phone or on my 3ds with my new games. I got into Thousand Foot Krutch over the holiday too, I can't believe that I haven't listened to them sooner X3, I've pretty much been listening to their song Courtesy Call nonstop.

...I believe I've forgotten to do it on some of the people in my friend's list... But Merry Christmas to anyone who makes there way to my profile...

I wish I could be home schooled. You're right I am busy with school and clubs. I just get more homework because I'm in higher level classes. Also you're fine, I don't think you're rude or anything like that. You seem really nice

Its fine, no unwanted territory here. I think back and I think I can honestly say that I've never had any true enemies. Don't mean to sound self conceited or anything but I don't think that I should have since I don't think that theres a good reason to dislike me. I generally polite to everyone, even if I have a distaste for certain people. Oh come now, it can't be that depressing can it? I usually have to resist sounding depressing sometimes. Funny, because I'm a mainly optimistic person, but I have my rather pessimistic moments as well. I usually don't go on trips, we actually don't have a car although I'm hoping to get one before I go into my senior year in school because I'm not a fan of riding the school bus. School trips are usually involving things that don't interest me, or either my mom wouldn't want to pay the money, or either none of my friends were going so I would be bored anyway. The only time I can usually get some studying or reading done over topics that bore me are when I'm alone though. Nothing more frustrating to me than reading a long, boring book, as I am doing now for my AP Lang class. Its like, while I'm reading my mind purposefully tries to tune into anything around it in order to escape the boring clutches of the book. Haha, seeing the word 'swag' actually written down always amuses me for some reason. Well a Vampire Bat certainly sounds cooler than a Stingray, I sort of like it though, its different. Usually I would think that because of the vast range of primal zodiac animals there were, I assumed it would be more accurate. Looks like that isn't always the case though, but its only natural for there to be exceptions. Hm, how could I describe this? I'll try not to make this sound too complicated or sappy hahaha. It mainly comes down to who the person is and what it is they say. Like, typically negative things said about me by people I don't know don't get to me unless its something that I personally think is a flaw of mine or they're criticizing something personal. And then theres the people closer to me. Of course me and my friends joke around all the time, but sometimes....how can I put this..? I guess like when two people are just joking but sometimes you can tell that the comment the other person has said is them actually being truthful on how they feel about you, yet you try to hide it in playfulness I guess. Negative things said about my looks I usually don't care about unless you know, it would be someone that you were crushing on or something like that. Overall though I think that I can be oversensitive at times, and I just have to take the time to remind myself that its really not that big of a deal. Something that makes me feel better is thinking about how some people have it worst than I do. Some people are currently have an incurable disease, or they constantly get picked on everyday, or some people are homeless, so they really have something to feel bad about yet I'm dwelling on what someone said about me. That usually gives me the jumpstart I need to keep on moving. About my sun and moon signs though, I'm a Pisces(Sun) and a Scorpio(moon). The Pisces describes me very well in most parts although there can be things that I disagree with. I can kinda see where my moon side comes in. Just like with my sun sign, some things are quite accurate and others are a bit less accurate. I find it kind of interesting how all three of my signs are water signs, well technically the primal zodiacs don't have an element but a Stingray is an aquatic animal. I'm a bit curious about Scorpio though, since I don't think that there are aquatic scorpions, or at least I've never heard of them. They're typically found in dry places like deserts, so its kinda strange to me. I'll have to do some investigating on this. Hahaha don't worry about the length, I don't mind. Sometimes I can get carried away in replying to messages. I haven't talked nearly this much with anyone else on this site though, I guess I just never enjoyed the conversation as much as I am enjoying this one XD I try to cut things down but I usually try to get all of my thoughts out too, which usually leads to things being longer than I originally intended ^^'

I wish I had the time to do those things Also it's fine, I don't mind.

Yeah, I didn't like betraying her either.I did like Dio at first because I found him entertaining. Nice to have a bit of comic relief lol. Not to mention his awesome clothing XD Hahaha XD Theres definitely got to be some sort of force thats responsible for the number of earbuds I got through. I don't think I'm being rough with them or anything, yet something always seems to happen. Yeah, I usually observe people a bit before approaching. I at least try to get a feel of their personality so I don't accidentally tick them off, wouldn't want that~ Heh, it depends on which friends. The ones I'm usually around can be rather loud, especially when they get upset, they tend to rant a bit and I'm there to listen, and they do the same for me. I don't mind random noise if I'm not studying or reading or something of that sort...but then again it depends XD Random everyday background noise I can take, random stupid loud people being ignorant noise I have less tolerance for. I'm usually neutral just because theres so many different scenarios that its hard for me to be fully committed to one answer I suppose. You have a point....I don't want my life to be too simple, that could get dull. And don't worry about it, I probably sound a bit off at times too. :) Also, I looked up my primal zodiac since I had no clue that such a thing existed, and it turns out I'm a stingray. Had mixed feelings about it since of course most people probably want something a bit more interesting. When I started reading the description though it bothers me how similar some things are to me XD Some things I'm ashamed off, such as emotional fragility. I hate to admit it but its true at times, sometimes I just let certain things get to me more than I should. -___-"