Chui

trust issues and other fears lol plus busy with life and hobbies Better 1st than be in several FAILED relationships...lmaooo

I love my (first) BF :3 (and im his first GF too) it's only been 3 months but i love how we both relate to pretty much EVERYTHING (games, memes, personality etc) and i love how he tries so hard to stay wholesome for me :3 and says things like "i think we shouldn't rush this...that and get to know each other more" actually makes EFFORT with convo, being romantic, letting me know as much as possible what he's doing, where he's going without me saying anything and taking pictures for me :3 we just had a lil fight for a day and he isn't afraid to speak up about his feelings and genuinely afraid of losing me :"3 he's totally such a good boy and it's really rare to find someone like him these days. Actually we're lucky to have found each other as I'm a very loyal gf :3 as someone with massive trust issues with men. lol he cares about what i feel and wanted to fix anything on his side just so he could spend more time with me :"3 such a guy deserves a lot of love and loyalty from me <333 i just came here to flex him lol

https://store.steampowered.com/app/3357960/KuloNiku_Bowl_Up/?curator_clanid=35411526 this looks fun

if i wanna kill the thought pf wanting to be in a rl, just go to dating apps, talk to a few, gets annoyed/disappointed and go back to being locked in again in hobbies and friends

can't a girly like me enjoy genuine conversations/silly chats/getting to know more rather than just only approach me when u wanna talk about lewd things. damn u____u im tired.