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However i feel with you , and sorry it ended like this and i hope for you that things will calm down eventually she just needs some time in her own to Miss you like hell :)

Hmm this sounds like she was struggling a lot with herself You know.. Uhm its hard to say Whats going on when you dont even know, and yes everybody lie they are OK when they really dont;) Its hard to talk about it , when your inside looks like a typhoon This is bad..lack of sleep is The first warning for a break down signal, this is very Bad and starts slowly with staying up late and Gets worse, so nervousness and insicurities grow fast... Those are all signals she is absolutley not OK.. This is a scream for attention and some aknowlege! Asking for help in The Situation of beeing bipolar is hard.. Because everyone tries to supress it with meds...you know there is no way to "heal" this ... The emotional distress can be a real tortment and The only thing that can "heal" this is an understanding Person , that brings up The Patience to work on a way how to get her out of it before she get soaked in.. And it will get better :)

Hey :) I m kinda The same like your ex girl friend :). And my ex used to use my "issues" against me in all our fights. I hope you never did this, this hurts like hell and is really hard to forget, also ruins a lot of trust. Its not like we got it under control... You should overthink things, if she wasnt secretly really wishing you would help her... Sorry i dont know what happened.. But i know how it feels to be torn apart from The inside by yourself, and The voices in your head