Iris

:') I honestly can't tell i feel okay but they say it can spike once and a while and really fuck me up i haven't treated it yet they just told what it is :( but i've been looking up some stuff and i'm getting paranoid i cough horribly like every 30 seconds so i know its gettin worse i'ma go bak to the hospital 2marrow :'( it hurts my lion lungs i promise i'm quitting smoking forever cause this torture i'm sorry again i should have listened to you sooner about quiting cause like a dumb ass I smoked erlier "what wrong with me?!" I need your help bunny just talk to me cuz i'm kinda wireded out about this don't worry my baby bunny k I loves you :'(

hey bunny:'( i hope your halloween was okay i was in the hospital i have Pertussis, also known as whooping cough my lungs won't stop constricting and it hurts so much i'm sorry my love I know its almost been a year and i'm so sorry my bunny I want to feel your skin andiwat to hear your laugh If i never flew off the handle i'd still be with you right now. I guess i feel like i just can't forgive myself for leaving you alone my love :'(