Bryan

Ugg I had to reset my laptop since Windows was acting like shit. Could barely do anything. At least I got to keep my files, and it gave me a convenient list of the majority of the programs I had installed on my computer. Working on getting the main ones out of the way as well as programs I had actually purchased. Others that I got through other means are going to be harder to work around. Not too many of those thankfully.

I applied my heart to know wisdom, and to know madness and folly. I perceive that this also was a chasing at the wind. For in much wisdom, is much grief. And he that increaseth knowledge, increaseth sorrow.

Ever encounter a song that nails your recent problems/feelings so accurately that you want to cry streams, but nothing comes out? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YHrAdPCfh0w Look at you now Hey – yeah 1. When everything is said and done When truth will arise When you have nowhere left to run Where will you hide All of this time you’ve been living your life like a victim When really it’s you who’s been pulling the strings from a distance RF: But look at you now You’re trapped in a lie with a million scars that you are trying to hide and I think to myself you are broken too soon I know you know never gonna make it 2. When you have no one left to blame For what you have done mmm-mmm Will you be strong enough to face what you’ve become you had a chance to make up for the past in a second o-oo but you had to throw that away Rf: but look at you now You’re trapped in a lie with a million scars that you are trying to hide and I think to myself you are broken too soon I know you know never gonna make it I am letting you go now While there is time God know I tried to make it right And I say a prayer for you tonight but look at you now You’re trapped in a lie with a million scars that you are trying to hide and I think to myself you are broken too soon I know you know well look at you now but look at you now You’re trapped in a lie with a million scars that you are trying to hide and I think to myself you are broken too soon I know you know never gonna make it (through) I guess you learned your lesson well