XVX Otaku

I'm sorry I haven't answer you a lot isn't going on right now but as soon a second I get the chance I'll be sure to send you a reply ><

Yes I would actually really like that right now >< I hope you are feeling better and that you didn't get sick >< Oh nice to meet you Brian ^^/ I had them once before but they were a pain XD I didn't like them and I didn't need them, but now I nee them OTL so that's why I haven't gotten them again, because they are a pain XDD Yes in the summer I get me associates in biology and then I transfer to a university to get my bachelors degree ^^ I hope everything works out OTL I work in an elevator for like sorghum and corn I am a scale operator ^^/ Good extra safe is good. It is, she seems just fine ^^ To me it is, but of course it's not the same for everyone I know people who hate college and love high school ^^, but for me I hated high school, not because of the studying but because students treated the teachers so bad, it was hard to watch teachers give up half way through the school year. I don't know where it got dubbed, but in my school they would always be like "Jeniffer just enjoy it, high school will be the best time of your life, stop being so negative" Or things like "you wont get this years back you'll regret it" and I honestly don't regret living my life how I want to, people just go with the flow hiding behind the shadows that people create for them, but I don't like being told what to do or how to feel so my sister and I lived our lives how we wanted, especially senior year, I had, had enough of everyone and their bs so I just told them off, which led to a lot of people hating on me, but like my mom says "We aren't in this world to please everyone, there is always going to be that one person who hates you, just like you don't like people, people don't like you, that's juts how it is" my mom is cool isn't she? XDD XDD nah nah it's fine I'll just get a chair or puff my cheeks until you get it for me XDD YES! =) That is what I meant XDD Hmmm welllllll I really like the haikyuu outfit and also the outfit for Free! XDD haha OTL Yups there are schools that start from elementary all the way to high school XD We just got invited and went on ahead but I hate medicine so I transferred back to my old school XD so yeah my Junior year I was in my ugly school ^^ I have insomnia sometimes, and I sometimes can't fall asleep when I want to, it's mostly when my sleeping schedule goes down the drain but that almost never happens, well I use to sleep at 4 or 5 in the morning and wake up at 7 to go to school when I was in my first program XDD coding websites isn't easy work *^* It's not for the people who like to sleep like me XDD I think you should tell me directly, something like "We need to talk" and you should talk to him, maybe along the way some things can be fixed like the pay or other things that might be bothering you or making you feel uncomfortable. A job is a job even if it's a family job, you should sit down and have a long talk, and if he does not want to listen then you should make him listen, not in a mean way but you should set your foot down. Parents are not always right, just because they are our parents does not mean that they are always in the right and we as their children also need to teach them some things, just because they have been with us does not mean they know us, and sometimes they know that something is bothering us, they just don't know how to bring it to our attention. Like us parents learn little by little from us, from themselves as well, just like they teach us we should also teach them. They know life isn't perfect, but that's what makes life so great ^^/ so I think you should sit down with him and have a long talk, I know it's hard, but running away from it won't solve anything staying quiet won't solve anything. I don't know what kind of history you had, but he is your dad and I bet he does care for you, but sometimes parents loose their way just they way we do and they can't get back in track unless we hold their hand and help them. I would say the best thing to do is go for it, cry, yell, scream, laugh, smile, talk to him and set things straight with him. Things always get better, but they don't get better on their own, it takes a little push, and that little push can take you on a great journey you thought you would never have ^^/ Stay strong I am here for you ^^. I think I just rambled on and on my bads OTL Apollo programs? O.O what's that?? OTL I have asked them but they just say "That's all their was on tv so we just watched it, plus you two really liked watching it." XD They just happen to watch it with us I'm guessing because before my sister and I were born they did not watch anime XD haha maybe you should ^^/ I want to get contacts but I've been wearing glasses since elementary and I feel weird without my glasses XDD and I look weird? I've been avoiding Gintama since I was in middle school XD I knew I was going to get addicted, I really liked the fact that it was really funny that is what got me interested I just didn't watch it until recently XDD OTL It's so good when I finished it my life was just so wrong XD but then I started watching random anime and I got my colors again XD You would probably be scared for life *^* if you go through it XD I have a lot of pictures *^* YES SIR BRIAN IT IS *^* XDDD PS: Sorry for answering super late, a lot is going on with my life right now nothing bad but not good either ^^ Just letting you know ^^ OTL I'm really sorry ><

XD Yes yes poor me. Hmmm I feel better, but I still have cough and headaches all day, and my voice still hasn't fully recovered but I feel better ^^/. I know right XD? But that is okay ^^ I'll get better eventually ^^. No no there is no need to call me JenJen-sama you can just call me Jen if you want. Will power is something I have *^* Maybe but for now no, since my glasses are a little big I can't put anything over them, but maybe next time I get glasses I'll get the lenses that change into the sunglasses things. I don't think Ill get anymore night classes, because after this coming semester I will only need two more classes and then I graduate, I am thinking I am going to take them online but I don't know yet since I work during summer semesters. We see puddles but not really, it's almost like a rare pokemon XDD OTL oh wow, be careful when you drive and it rains >< It doesn't sound insensitive ^^ no worries. There was a girl who was home-schooled because she was bullied a lot, which really sucked for her >< just another little info about what happened during my life ^^/ she is now attending the same college I am in and she is happy so yeah XDD home-schooling I think is good ^^b. To be honest to me high school was not good ^^, a lot of people say it's the best time of your life but honestly right now that I am in college is when I am having the best time of my life ^^. Just between us I was a depressed messed during my high school years ^^ OTL It really sucked but now I am way way better than I was back then ^^. I am a happy person ^^/ I needed to protect myself, and I also liked seeing the troubled faces of the person who was annoying me XD It was fun I had a lot of fun in a way haha, now that I look back it I am glad I stood up for myself XD Its a happy memory ^^ It worked wonders telling people off, I was hated by a few classmates but oh well XD I'm not here in this world to make everyone like me XD I can careless if they hated or liked me to be honest. I don't mind sharing the reason, would you like to know it ^^? Oh no worries, the past is the past, I don't really get mad for things that happened in the past I try to enjoy the present as much as I can and not worry about the future. Ohhhhhhhhhhh~ you are tall, tall guys I usually don't see around XD, the tallest guy I know is 5'8" Tall people are the best XD I think your height is the perfect height ^^ and to help me reach for things *^* We are lucky people in deed, that makes me happy my horoscope was right XDD JK I don't look at that stuff XDD unless my mom watches this one show that says stuff about the daily horoscope Welllllllllllllllll I only really watch Free! haha XDD HELL YEAH, all those cuties XD I LOVE SPORTS ANIME It was a high school to get into medical pre-university? it got you ready for med school that's what I meant ^^' medicine classes? Not in normal high schools, this school was a special medical high school, they take you to see a brain operation I think junior year, but I didn't say so I didn't get to see it -3- Nopes I don't stay up at that time to study >< I stay up to around 1 but that us rare XD it's usually up to 11 and then I study a few before the exam XD Yups she is identical ^^ She is also a biology major, but she works and she also studied architecture and chemical safety but she didn't like them so yeah XDD Oh no no, I am lucky since my parents were the ones that introduced us to anime ^^, we used to watch Dragon ball, sailor moon, heidi, captain Tsubasa, Saint Saiya and card captor with my dad when we lived in Mexico, when dad came home we would sit in the living room and we would watch the shows that were on ^^. My parents also buy us anime stuff, so yeah my family likes anime ^^, I am really lucky that they don't bother us about it ^^, after all it was their fault we got into it XDD I actually lean more towards the glasses type XDD haha but what peaked my interest to watch Gintama? Last month it was Atobe Keigo ^^/ It's been that long? O.O It makes sense \^0^/

I just got sick like no joke now I have a really really bad cold XD good thing I am done with school now XDD Was that a pun/joke?? XDD then I might be good at this XDD (nope not really XDD) I go back on January 9th ^^ I think haha No I do the punishing *^* ^^ yeah but like they say in the anime baby steps "baby steps to big strides" or something like that XDD anything can happen *^* Nope the streets here are not busy at all I just can't see at night and the lights from other cars drive me crazy OTL There is at least like three to six cars when I go back home if I have night classes which next semester I don't have ^^ Really? Here the rain doesn't really like do that It really hardly rains here, when it does the water goes to the draining things XDD I dont know what they are called XDD I don't understand why people can be so mean and annoying, like when I was in high school if you liked anime or anything that wasn't "normal" you were an outcast or like they would make fun of that person XD I was one of them but I don't take crap from anyone so I would tell them off XDD but I don't understand why they are so mean about it, like its my life they have no right to tell me what I can or can't watch or they have no right to make fun of someone for liking something they don't or like in your case he does not have the right to make you feel uncomfortable for watching anime. Sometimes I just want to put my fist in their faces and punch some senses into them, they are rude and stupid THERE GOES MY RANTING OTL I haven't personally gotten in trouble or anything but I have gotten people I don't like in trouble XDD I was the reason a guy got detention in high school and I also made a girl's last months of senior year miserable ( I HAVE A REALLY GOOD REASON FOR THIS I SWEAR) Nah my height is just my height XD How tall are you? OuO you don't have to answer if you don't want to XDD I like my height I think it's a perfect size, except when I want something from the top shelf XDD OTL ^^ I will always be here for you ^^, a little help and a little talking to someone can sometimes just make the day better ^^ haha I read a book somewhere that said "All I wanted was for someone to say 'I'm here for you'" that stuck to me ^^ and like yeah ^^ we just sometimes need someone we can go to when we have to let out some anger, or some frustration or sad emotions ^^ So yeah ^^ I will be sure to consult you if I need anything Thank you very much ^^ It's not everyday you find someone as nice a you ^^b LUCKY ME ^^b I would watch sports and horror over other genres, the only genre I would not watch would be Harems, I can't watch those unless its reverse harem and I like the guys XDD I also watch a lot of animes with voice actors I like ^^/ I taught myself how to work photoshop when I was in middle school, so I've been doing that since middle school, but stopped my freshman year when I went to a high school for medicine stuff, I had no time, my hobby there was to study until 3 or 4 in the morning IT WAS HELL *^* but after that I started again XDD haha I'm glad you are enjoying my stories XD DID I EVER TELL YOU I HAVE A TWIN SISTER???? That's a new story XDD haha VERY ACCEPTABLE XDD Hijikata is my new husband XDD (I change husbands almost every month OTL I can't just pick one XDDD)

I was able to enjoy the weather in a way apart from being sick XDD Thank you XDDD School was breaking my back but I am doing better than I actually thought I was XDD I get out this coming Wednesday XD I will finally be free just like HARU!!!! XDDDD Yeah they are cheap XD I LOVE CHEESE WITH POTATOES How did you know ??? XDDDD Yeah if I cuss it means I am really mad or frustrated ^^/ but i mean sometimes things come out of my mouth haha I'm not little angel I'm actually pretty mean haha XDD The good times come from us? Well that's what my mom tells me she tells me "Jenny, if you are bored is because you want to be bored, if you are happy is because you want to be happy, some goes for when you are sad or mad" So I think good times come from us I dont now how to really explain it OTL but I think we have the ability to change something sad to happy or maybe just like a 'its going to be okay hang in there' I dont now OTL YEAHHHHHHH I have class in the afternoon I get out at 8 but like there was times when at 8 the sun was still out here, and now at 6 it's already dark >< I hate driving at night the lights from other cars make me dizzy sometimes OTL IM SO WEAK XDDD really? That is no good -3- that is mean they should mind their own business >3< it's not like anime brings harm to someone >< People are ignorant? Is that what you would call them? I dont know OTL We would meet that would be awesome XDD I dont mind committing a misdemeanor like I said XD Im not an angel or nice XD I can be really, really mean XD only if I have to be ^^/ sometimes people need a good beating in order to understand than not everyone can be like them -3- or that they need to just deal with things even if they don't like them ^^' I am 5 feet 3 inches *^* im the shortest from my friends XDD You can complain all you want and tell me anything ^^/ im here for you ^^ sometimes its better to talk to people online and it gives a sense or relief? I dont know I talk to my mom and sister about my probables but there is things I would rather tell someone else ^^' in the end it just helps me bring it up to my mom and sister haha so if you need to take something off of your chest I am here ^^/ haha OKAY XDD I dont like watching sad anime they make me sad XD so I stick to my horror anime and sports anime XDD and other anime that isn't sad ^^/ The digital program I was in dealt with photography, video, sound, the adobe products, 3D animation, animation, website design too ^^/ it was fun but it's more of a hobby Have I always challenged myself? Nope this is the first time and I am failing miserably but it's not boring ^^/ I actually want to continue in this path and see how much I can do with things I am not good at ^^ Like for the digital design program it was boring for me, and I always thought I was weird because everyone else seemed to enjoy it and have fun with it, but always doing good at something that you are good at, for me it wasn't the best and I don't know I wasn't the best but I also wasn't the worse and now that I am in the Biology program I can actually say I enjoy what I am doing with my life XDD OTL I'm talking too much >< No no specific order it's just places I would like to visit ^^/ haha XD I want a smart-flip phone XDD if that is possible here XDD which I hope one day it is ^^ Boooooo I can see it in mine but oh well XDD It actually only made me miss two classes but it's okay XD I did good even if I didn't go to the classes ^^/ I WONT GET WELL SOON IF I GET TO SEE YOU IN COSPLAY AND YOU FEED ME POTATOES WITH CHEESE PS: COSPLAY HIJIKATA AND I WOULD FEEL WAY BETTER XDDD

Sorry I haven't answered you I've been really sick OTL I'll answer you a star soon as I can

It finally got down to the 70s this week it feels nice XDD here not often :/ it would be a miracle if it ever reaches 40s which I hope this year it does go down but I really doubt it will >< I am a fan of rice XDD I'm hispanic so yeah we eat a lot of rice and beans XDD I LOVE POTATOES XDD I like them with cheese XDD A LOT of cheese XDD Yes they are -3- no worries you can cuss all you want XD I do it not often but I cuss haha Yeah genuine compliments are good and I can tell between genuine and not genuine and you are a really nice person so I know it's genuine ^^/ TRUE but but buuuuuuuttttt it can help with later situations so I think negative things will make things easier in the future some way or another of course it will bring negatives but I like taking in positives from that negative OTL I just confused myself with that explanation if you don't understand what I am rambling about let me know ^^ It is long but once you start watching it the episodes fly by ^^ at least to me they do 0u0 that is true time sure goes by fast and sometimes I don't even know what I waste my time in XDDD by the time I know it it's already dark outside XDD haha Really? That sucks >< is that person mean to you? if that person is let me know I'll back you up *^* I might be short but I think I can take a person or two XDD MAYBE Right now I am actually doing pretty good ^^b I use to be depressed a lot but I got my shiz together and I just live a day at a time ^^ once I started college everything changed I met a lot of genuine people and made better friends ^^b so it's been a while since I've wanted to snap or anything like that ^^ thank you for your offer if I ever need to talk to someone about something I'll be sure to talk to you same goes for you if you need anyone to talk to I'll be happy to listen XDD or read?? OTL yes yes I know what you mean >< I almost cried OTL I get emotional in animes OTL OTL OTL XDDD It would maybe someone out there will later explain it ^^ let's hope someone does ^^ Ohhh I see I'm not so sure about that XD I'm getting a biology degree which I can use to be a botanist but I'm not sure what I would be called after I graduate 0.0 Yeah ^^ the person seemed to be having fun so I wanted to try it out Science was and is still my worse subject but I like the challenge I have a Digital media design technology degree but for me that is more of a hobby and I wanted to try something that I found hard XDD so I picked biology and it's fun, stressful and everything so I really like it ^^ I would like to travel to Spain, New Zealand, Australia, Thailand, South America, Japan, S.Korea, if I can N. Korea ^^ Greenland, UK, etc. XDDD Yeah I am really sure I don't like Anatomy -3- I don't get the body I should leave that the Medical students XDDD I hope I can ice skate one day ^^ YEAH FLIP PHONES ARE COOOL WE SHOULD GET SOME SOON XDD I'll just look up some online XD That is cheating yes but still I can't come up with anything -3- Thank you I would really appreciate those vibes ^^ Haha okay I'll try it with your gif see if it works ^^ http://danbooru.donmai.us/data/__kotobuki_tsumugi_k_on__7082effbe6107eea45447f326a55d906.gif

XDD YAY I like cold weather like around the 40s?? It doesn't snow here at all so I dont know what the feels like XDD To me 70 is hot XDD XDD I like going with the flow ^^. It hasn't let me down before ^^/ I don't know I just really like it it's one of the only white rice I like ^^ XDD I don't know about that but when you put it like that it feels nice ^^ Yeah it's not that I am scared of compliments it's just that in the past they would call me cute and stuff and only wanted to be sex friends which really ruined everything OTL I don't know if you call that weird I just don't trust it ^^ It's really really nice ^^ I enjoy it a lot you should watch Gintama it's funny so it might help with the mellowing down things ^^ or crayon shin chan orrrrr Ghost stories just a small FYI the last two animes are better dubbed ^^ Yeah IRL can be hard sometimes, some days we just need a breather from everything ^^ at least I do if I don't I snap XDD YAYYY that's is good I didn't want to sound like a crazier person XDD Yeah yeah poor Hina >< no idea but maybe the bird has a meaning in Japan? I don't know XDD I don't even notice the owl to be honest OTL Botanist is the person Botany is the field ^^/ There was this manga I read a while back and one character was a student for plant research and they learned how to genetically modify the plants I thought that was cool ^^ I also want to do research ^^ and travel so yeah XDD it might now help me but I wanted to work with plants because of that manga ^^ I also got this work sheet from a teacher talking about biotechnology and how some plants also get genetically modified so that just helped my interest XDD It sounds interesting to me ^^/ I first wanted to be a biology teacher but my mom said to not settle so I wont XD ^^/ Unfortunately I have not been skating I want to but there nowhere near here where I can go >< and you?? They really are cool but the flip phones are just as cool to me XDD I really want a smart flip phone XDD haha YAY MORE PUNS XDD haha that was adorable XDD they aren't lame I can't even come up with anything so to me it's really cool ^^b I haven't been sleeping the best *^* school is going to kill me this semester and next semester XDD I was wondering the same I didn't see the gif all you do is paste the url of the picture you want me to see ^^ https://media.giphy.com/media/yrAmeVX6sNoAM/giphy.gif

That's alright, I understand. I'm okay with almost all question really. I've been vegan for about 2 months or so now, maybe 3. Two months prior to that I was a vegetarian. Lifestyle in the Netherlands ? Well I don't really know how to describe it at the moment

I hope I do put them to good use XDD at is a hard time I can last a few days without internet but the hot I can't >< I need my cold weather XDD We don't really plan anything to be honest all we do is go with the flow what ever happens happens ^^ the food is good ^^b hmmm I like her white rice XDD Ohhhh suave XDD I get called cute a lot and sometimes I feel like some guys say that's to everyone's XD I'm not saying that's yoh but I don't know OTL but I like the way you did it ^^/ it was unique on its own way I liked that ^^/ thank you~ Hmmm I don't know XD it just relaxes me OuO I don't know if it's a laid back show but I just relax and it clears my head OuO I do have the songs but it's the voices what helps me sleep OuO OTL thats weird I'm weird XDD I'm up to day with it \^0^/ I know what tou meannnbn I don't known how to play either but it's okay somehow I'll get it OTL oh no no XDD haha in aiming to be a plant researcher OuO/ yeah yeah it's really really good XDD Mine was the slidy thingy on XD I wanted the others ones but das bought me the sliding one It was a good phone ^^/ Haha XD then I hope to see more puns from you ^^ Some conditions that might keep me up at night would be my random insomnia episodes or random anxiety episodes OTL I'm not an anxious person I just get them randomly especially when I have a test for a subject I hate XD like anatomy XDD Awww really ;~~; that's so sweet >< I try my best to answer you when I can ;;~~;; I've been really tired recently ;;~~;; in very sorry ><