anstona

Hi neet one I can relate in some stuff you mention. I have an open mind in my life meaning im open to be in a relationship if not then I will stay single, but my dating life it sucks. I never had an actual relationship because most of them lasted a week and its sad because the guys I dated were drug addicts and wanted sex very quick. I never been with anyone and I think of sex of something really personal because your letting the person see you completely and its a deep emotional situation. Most of the guys that came across to my life are guys with no ambition and dont want to go to school and do something with their life, or guys with kids already and perverts looking to mess around. I might sound like a deuchbag but what I want in a guy is to have ambition, business career is a plus since that is what im studying, that respect me, romantic, a good hearted men. I will finish with that because its a lot. But most of the guys are ghetto and of course players. I dont want to waste my time with them. I never came across with someone I have a connection with. My friend always tells me that im picky and I should give a chance. ..so I did I gave a chance to a guy that had no ambition and it ended horrible because the guy left me waiting on a date and his excuse was that I live too far. So I deleted his phone number because like I said before I dont want to waste my time. I been getting that from a lot of guys its like they dont go out the way for me they just drop it off like nothing. Ever since then I got harder and said I will never do that again and give a chance to someone that doesn't have the quality im looking for. Theres more to my stories but its way too long to write and I think by what my friend said about my love life is - I dont get why you have so much bad luck with guys because your beautiful. My answer is that beauty has nothing to do with it its character of the individual. In this generation its hard to find a good man and someone that is willing to go out its way to get to know someone. I noticed mostly everyone wants it easy and quick. Ladies like me its like a no no because I have good beginning and not a one night stand. That is why im single. In reality I lost all hope of finding that guy that I will have a connection with. Now im just dedicating on my studies and in 2016 I will open my business and expanding a couple more in five more years.