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aml50

aml50

29 year old Male
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Last online about 2 months ago
Acworth, GA
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kitsune90
kitsune90 left a comment for aml50
Jul 27, 18 at 3:04pm

Ok thanks for letting me know

aml50
aml50 no problem sweetie
aml50
aml50 IDK what is going on with my phone, but even though I renewed my subscription a few hours ago, it won't let me access the internet over data. Also I can't seem to send you messages, even over WiFi.
aml50
aml50 Also, I've tried turning my phone off and on. That hasn't helped.
aml50
aml50 It seems to be improving, but I still get this when I message you. "Free Msg: Unable to send message - Message Blocking is active."
aml50
aml50 I contacted support and my phone should be working by the end of my shift.
aml50
aml50 So I contacted them back and they claim that there's an issue with my SIM card. So I have to wait for them to mail me a new one, then I have to call them to get it setup. So I'm probably going to be without cell service for up to a week.
aml50
aml50 I'll get on discord after I get home.
kitsune90
kitsune90 left a comment for aml50
May 08, 18 at 8:59pm

Lol yea alot of those hit close to home, can total relate especially the one about sitting alone in the dark

moondust
Moondust left a comment for aml50
Mar 25, 18 at 8:38pm

It's good. At the beginning, disaster struck humanity, killing most adults and vampires came and took the kids. Yuu and Mika try to escape with their family, but ending up getting their family killed and only Yuu was able to escape. Sorry, I'm not very good at explaining stuff

aml50
aml50 It sounds pretty intense. I'll have to plan on watching it.
moondust
Moondust left a comment for aml50
Mar 25, 18 at 8:18pm

I don't rate any of the anime I watched.

aml50
aml50 Fair enough. I haven't seen Seraph of the End, what's it like?
kitsune90
kitsune90 left a comment for aml50
Mar 23, 18 at 7:59pm

Lol I think that's everyone and is that pic from the Sims?

aml50
aml50 Nah, it's a painting. idk, i think most people who aren't socially awkward go out and put in the work to find their special someone.
kitsune90
kitsune90 left a comment for aml50
Jan 17, 18 at 2:51pm

I work in a kitchen so we had a lot of parties and unexpected rushes

aml50
aml50 Gotcha, sounds rough. Where I work, busy days are just annoying, but for you it was probably exhausting. Hope you get to work somewhere that more laid back sooner rather than later.
aml50
aml50 Oh, I was wondering, what made you decide on your username?
kitsune90
kitsune90 left a comment for aml50
Jan 15, 18 at 10:14pm

Nothing in particular just super busy had a lot of double and had to stay over a couple hours

aml50
aml50 Oof, sorry to hear that. Why were you busy?
kitsune90
kitsune90 left a comment for aml50
Jan 15, 18 at 3:03pm

Yea I get it you want reassurance, a lot of people want that it helps build confidence but truth be told not everyone is going to do that. It kinda helps to having some amount of confidence on your own

aml50
aml50 Fair enough. So what were you talking about when you said you had a crazy week?
kitsune90
kitsune90 left a comment for aml50
Jan 14, 18 at 3:04pm

Yea and also you shouldn't have others looking for value in you, you should know your worth. If you know you are a good person who tries, caring and patient than don't try to prove that to someone who doesn't see it. This is why it's important to get to know yourself yes you have flaws we all do but it doesn't change how you act. And if someone passes you up for someone else it's their loss not yours. It's tough to find that genuine person but everything in life worth having is never easy, and don't feel bad if your friends are at a place you want to be it's ok nice guys may finish last but at least they finish ^^

aml50
aml50 I know where you're coming from, but it's not that I want someone to find value in me that I don't see, but more like I want someone to reaffirm what I already know. There's a difference between know and feeling, I know that I'm nice, intelligent, and handsome; but I don't feel it. Does that make since?
aml50
aml50 *knowing
kitsune90
kitsune90 left a comment for aml50
Jan 14, 18 at 2:46pm

Well we all have anxiety so you shouldn't feel alone a lot of people just know how to hide it and handle it when panic attacks happen, we tend to judge ourselves harder than others do. The thing with anxiety mixed with depression is the doubt gets mixed with self hate making it harder to actually pull out of it. And most of it comes from fear, fear of looks, being judged, or not being good enough in general. It's a nasty tug of war game with your mind where you need to find balance, we can't hide from the dark but you can embrace it in a good way and work with it turn the negative into a positive and prove yourself wrong when ever you start to fear the unknown. And I know it's easier said than done trust me I know, but just remember your anxiety doesn't define you

aml50
aml50 I really believe what you're saying. I think the tipping point for me in the right direction will be finding someone I believe is sincerely interested in me with no ulterior motives. That would have a domino effect of proving that I do have value and that I matter. Like I always say, I just have to be patient.
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