I flooded my brother-in-law's messages with Sleep Token while they drove home yesterday. I played him the Summoning after it came out but he didn't follow them. Our music tastes aline, I couldn't have that. Now I told him how they sold out their US tour in less than 2 days. The virus continues. Mwahahahha. https://youtu.be/qekH8mJdbow?si=kClyf2bLNPfEkZoM When they made it home he said he freaking loved them lol.

I confess that it honestly really pisses me off how consistently it works out that if I'm late to work it's never once in a week, it's always minimum two to three times in that time frame. I'll be fine for a month or two after that but the next time I'm late, seemingly no matter what I do I will end up being late at least one more time within the next 7 days. It is honestly aggravating to no end because statistically it should not be this consistent especially when the reasons why I end up late each time during said week have nothing in common with each other AKA no repeated issues. For example yesterday I was late because I didn't check to make sure my laundry was dry the night before, nine times out of 10 it's always dry with one load but it wasn't this time so I was late due to having to dry my work clothes. Today I was rushing on the door a little last minute due to trying to make things easier on my partner to do some dishes because last minute they suggested they might do that, they have physical movement issues so I picked some things off the ground like the cat water fountain that needed to be cleaned. I picked up an empty box to toss into the trash, picked up the Pokemon game to be returned to the library today, got halfway up the street and then realized I can't find the game and I absent-mindedly while in my Rush tossed the game into the dumpster with the Box. I got the game out thankfully but that caused me to be late. It's like this every freaking time and it's so aggravating because like I said statistically this should not be so consistent every single time I'm late.

Today I learned how much I want people to be happy. It's not actually something I just learned, but it hits me again how much I want to make or see someone smile, whether or not I'm the cause of it, because people deserve peace and joy for themselves. I sometimes worry about if I cross into a toxic sort of positivity, mainly due to irritation or anger I can feel whenever I see someone struggling...I get worried that I'm mad at them or something, especially when I know we as humans can't help how we feel. But, I've realized that maybe I CAN be a little frustrated towards someone who struggles with that darkness, but not because they feel that way necessarily, but due to me desiring them to be so happy I start to think: "why aren't you fighting for it?" Or something along those lines. BUT, I've noticed the way I can think, internally about others feelings and that desire to see them happy, is the way I talk to myself internally...and I'm known for being very harsh on myself. I think I see certain thoughts or feelings crop up in people that I have felt or gone through myself, and I just remember how awful I could feel in those moments, so I think I start to get desperate when seeing that familiar thing and deeply wish for them to move away from that. Again, I never say certain frustrations outloud because 1: I have more self control than that and 2: I realize feelings can't magically be unfelt lol, and 3: I don't want to possibly say something that will hurt that person further. So, my solution? I pour all my love into them even when it can be hard to witness someone I love go through such rough times, maybe even frustrating or personally hard (due to my own setbacks or issues personally) on occasions. I think most of the irritation or anger I feel is actually directed towards myself, because I wish to somehow do more for this person, even though I know I can only give so much to another. I always hope my love can be enough of a comfort to them and that someday it can pull them out of the darkness, or that I can simply hold onto them as long as they want me to, until they get to someone that can help them in the ways that I know I can't. Because I would rather stick out your sadness and pain with you, allowing it to become my own, than leave you by yourself. And I know that past the personal frustration and the pain of seeing someone I love hurt, that I count it an honor and privilege to be able to be by their side in such hard times, because there's nothing I love more than seeing people overcome hardship and grow in all the good ways. In other words: I just really love everyone here...and I know that mostly everyone here has been going through the wringer right now, but I'm cheering you on, okay! Keep fighting and I'll always be here for you when I can and if you'll allow me too. ❤️

@relapsedweeb Do I have to be friends with someone to send them a message? Yes. If I'm trying to interact with a match do I just need to comment on their wall? You can. Don't have to be friends to wall post. Also to tag, its the @andwhatfollows.

Me and my friends have been watching several of the Spring 2025 shows on a weekly basis. Were an episode behind on some of them, but my favorites have been... Catch Me at the Ballpark! - What can I say. Life is pain and sometimes you need the equivalent of a warm fluffy blanket. Lazarus - It's not really doing it for me like Cowboy Bebop did, but I'll take what I can get. Mobile Suit Gundam GQuuuuuuX - I'm loving this one. I'm on episode 4 at the moment and I'm loving the callbacks to the original series. It's been a real treat. Rock wa Lady no Tashinami deshite - Not something I expected to enjoy, but I've been pleasantly surprised. Fight the power! I could go on, but I think that's enough. I'm just trying to stay active on the boards.

I'm not buying GTA6 as soon as it comes out but I will say this.... if they change the classic elements, like removing prostitutes from the game, I WILL start a movement called Hookers for Health.