There's a song by Seether that reminds me of this tbh. Look up the lyrics to "Fake It". It goes over, basically both sides, of the advice I'm seeing here tbh

yeah man. that sucks that you have that illness just try to improve your writing or read more books because shame man, you're a native english speaker and you have that illness. feelsbadman. not really paranoid just playing it safe haha, just playing the game of the playah man yup going to stay for a week just to have fun. na baka kasa may sira ka sa utak kaya di mo na i-intindihan ung sinasabi ko simpleing english na i-intidihan ko ikaw pa kaya haha. which mean yeah i'm not a native english speaker.

^ https://kursors.lv/wp-content/uploads/2016/05/e4tmlwMXVRj0I.gif