Confessions

Sometimes I can't get myself to respond to people nor bother opening unread messages for awhile because I've been socializing so regularly in this site that it drains me, the amount of people willing to engage in a conversation with me is overwhelming and I need to take some time to recharge x-x

I have "many" unread messages on all social websites I use(40 unread messages on another website I haven't logged on for two weeks.On this website, the number is a secret XDDD).In the past, I even didn't respond to my customers' business mails(now I don't have to deal with people any more instead I deal with AI)..I'm often too hesitant/worried to engage in a conversation, as a result, I have lost many people who could be my friends.http://wx4.sinaimg.cn/large/87d788b2ly1g24028b92xg203q03pjs1.gif I believe I'm rather rude in this respect.

@LittleSis add one more unread message to that list >:3

I make one of the most autistic sounding screeches. I'm convinced I'm an actual autist. Whenever I stretch I feel the need to make everyone's ears bleed with my mighty high pitched warcry, and it doesn't have to require me doing anything, I sometimes just do it because it's quiet and think my deafening screeches are somehow any better. Through the years, my family has grown accustomed to it from, "What the fuck ambrosel?" to "Oh, she's at it again I suppose."