Confessions

Welcome to my world Teacup. Join me. I confess i like spearmint tea.

I confess that I would be sad if Liz really decided to leave, so much so that I might make a thread about it! (People who have been on for a while know that I do not often make threads, so this is serious)

I confess that I wanted to use this thread to post this song. >.> https://youtu.be/OOrMgrHYAKo

I confess I just woke up later because my body was terribly focused inside of a nightmare that consisted of some sort of apocalyptic world in which all families got warned about some kind of death from hunger. I didn't want to die like that, so I prayed and when I did everything went white, then I woke up on my room and went to the window... I live in a fucking 9th floor, there was a sea of blood and people surrounding our building until it almost entered our floor. Was horrible, so I headed to the living room and saw my aunt and my cousin dead, my cousin is naturally very skinny so he died second due to his ribs broking, my grandma was outside of the house, being the first that died and to top it off, the bodies didn't only die, they turned into some kind of logical zombies like they still knew who they were, could talk and communicate but they had urges to eat us. Was definitely such a horrible dream lmao. But apparently this is the second time I dream something similar.

I confess that I suppress almost all of my feelings. I suppress my anger so much that I only get truly angry once or twice a year. Outside of my family, only a very few small people have seen me angry. Some have actually brought that up in conversation as to why they haven't seen me angry before. I suppress my sorrow to the point that I really don't cry at all. Though because of retarded crap last year, my years of not crying was broken. Before that I haven't cried at all, but I was close twice after watching something during those two times. And since Maria mentioned her dream, I had a dream that the person in it made me so angry that I woke up angry and used that anger to go right back to sleep to just prove a point out of spite. In the end, I won. Afterwards, I felt good since I let out all my anger. Be the real world or the dream world, you won't like me when I'm angry.