Confessions

You're right but they're usually the only kind that like me lol. I guess that's what you call a self-fulfilling prophecy Just let it be known that I'm not saying that mango cut herself, she would do other things

Well if you can deal with that kind of thing <_< I personally would put them in a hole with their psycho-doc.

Muffin-Senpai it is ok to follow your heart but sometimes? we need to pay attention to our mind as well. it is not your fault for dating same girls, because it is normal. just take it easy and find a girl that you know isn't suicidal.

Well honestly I'm not handling it as well as I use too. Partially because of the long-distance and what I've gone through I'm getting more of an attitude of well if you want to kill yourself go ahead I can't stop you because I literally can't stop them because I can't be physically next to them so if they want to off themselves well I won't be happy but oh well and I kind of tell them that to their face. It's really messed up and I try not to but it's like I go in a defensive mode or something. Plus the depression has just got to be something that's almost a pet peeve depending on how they handle it

@23 Honestly what I should probably do is try to stop dating people online because most people online are just broken, I'm not excluded from that

@max I know, I'm already against ldr because some of my worst possible fears with ldr have already happened and most girls that I talk to can't stand the idea of an ldr and so I kind of loath that idea even though I'm stuck in one currently.