Confessions

I confess I thought Archery was meh. Until I tried it out recently. That first "ThUnK" and your like: GOT DaM. I'm right handed but apparently I'm left eye focus dominant. So I have to shoot a lefty bow..Learn somephin new everyday. (Might explain why I was missing in paintball all the time? DX)

Honestly Yasshat, If it weren't for them I would gladly have done something more permanent about my situation. Doesn't mean I don't have feelings and I don't feel crushed. I'm going to probably lose my car because on my own after the Divorce I can't afford it. Even if they repo my car ill owe a additional 16k on it that I can't afford to pay. I can't afford to live in the State I am in but can't afford to move either and that's without all the custody issues. My Ex Wife left in February after being together 11 years. Honestly at first that really hurt but I know realize I was Staying with someone who physically and emotionally abused me and cheated on me twice because I thought it was a choice between that and being alone forever. I met someone who easily became my best friend and who I cared about so deeply that I couldn't even put it into words. He decided two days ago with no warning after waking up from a nap to say, have a nice life and has since ignored every attempt I've made to reach out. That basically sums up why I am feeling so Broken and depressed.

@B(attered) Z(ombie) damn that's rough buddy i would totally buy u a drink for how crappy your life got\.. i feel your pain

Sounds like you're better off without those kind of people in your life. It really does suck when people just ignore you or leave without any explanation or warning. I hope things get better

I confess that im probably never going to know how to express it...I should probably just keep to myself now. http://68.media.tumblr.com/5c46aa7b05e1c160999ff764993cf0c7/tumblr_o8jeo7ClDR1vqnuwao2_500.gif

@brass I can't tell you what to do but I would probably say fuck it and sell everything and declare bankruptcy. My friend who has jumped from minimum wage job to minimum wage job all his life had to do it because people were finally coming to collect on his unpaid credit card debt. Now that he is done with that he doesn't have to worry about his debts. I would go back to basics if the shit is that bad. As long as you got a roof over your head, food on the table, and a job where you're making enough to continue to put money in the bank your making it. If that isn't possible I would probably ask a family member I wasn't on horrible terms with for help.