Confessions

I confess ~ I work tomorrow even though I'm suppose to be off ~

Battered, I have no kids, so maybe I have no room to speak. However, no matter the outcome of who has custody, I'm sure you want to be in their lives and as such, they are your reason for fighting, loving, caring and living. Your happiness should not rely upon others, rather, yourself and I'd say that raising or atleast playing an intrical role in their lives should give you the motivation to move on and conquer all opposition. Those kids will be adults soon enough and that bond is something that no marriage or relationship can quite transcend. Again, I could be talking out of my ass, but I know that I love my dad and if he just gave up, it'd have a huge impact on how I view life. Not to mention, I'm sure their happiness also brings you great joy. If not for you, than for them. I'd say that's a good mantra. That's what I'd do. For me, I hope to have children some day and no matter the outcome of my marriage (Hopefully didn't just jinx myself.XD), my life will be dedicated to making sure they are better than me, taken care of, happy and most importantly loved.