Confessions

cero, if you're being serious, then get your face out of your phone. Don't use it as a crutch. If you wanna earn bonus points, if your phone goes off when you're with the girl, pull out your phone... shut it off... and put it right back in your pocket.

Any "tips" someone gives you are arbitrary. None of us know anything about who you're with. No one can tell you what to talk about. The only "tips" you'd get are shit like "just stay calm" and "be yourself!" which is just dumb shit you should already understand. Actually, I DO have a tip. If you're really THAT nervous, just picture my face on her body and pretend you're in the "What if the above user confessed" thread.

cero, if you're seeing this.... https://cdn.meme.am/cache/instances/folder414/500x/72714414/rambo-thumbs-up-good-luck.jpg

I confess I'm incredibly depressed right now and I don't feel there's no one I can talk to so I'm going to do something severely counterproductive and post it here for a bunch of strangers to see: 1st: I had to retire this semester of my career. It means a huge deal for me since I did it because Venezuela is currently going through such a delicate state in which there are only two ways out, either the country goes to shit even more and becomes into a second Cuba and no one will be able to live here or the government falls and we'll finally be free. It means I could either make my degree once I get it value something or not. I paused because I can't assist classes in this situation and I'm evaluating if I can get out of my country sooner but I'm depressed, maybe I won't be able to do anything and my goals will be destroyed. It seems no matter how hard I try to make myself value something, the world around me will just fall apart dragging me with it. 2nd: I have huge deals with depending on other people. The only person I can depend on is my dad and he won't be able to help me more so if I don't get my degree sooner and the country goes to hell... I have no future. 3rd: I feel like shit, I feel ugly and disgusting and I can't seem to get that out of my mind. I'm not getting attention out of the correct people and my family won't understand. Right now I feel like I have to choose in between my feelings and whatever makes me feel happy and success. I'm severely lost but I'm not sure if I want help. I think I just need to let it out for people that don't care to see. I'm definitely broken and it's like I want help and someone to assure me I'll be alright but I'm afraid if someone does that, they'll get it back to me. I have trust issues. I hate this world but the consequence of doing so it's getting back at me. I'm alone and I have to get over it and keep on working. I just hope my efforts pay off, I really hope otherwise I'd rather die.

I confess I wonder who came up with the idea to pay your credit card bills online through your bank account. Those people don't get enough credit because I can hardly write a check, but online bills... payed in full before the month is even up.