Confessions

I had the same friend, VeZeal, I stopped the friendship with her eventually but we do occasionally chat time to time. She was my friend's friend and we only chatted because of him (my friend). At one point he disappeared so there was awkwardness between us and whenever I tried to chat with her she would always be cold to me and disagree with everything I say and when she started to chat with me she still will be hard to talk to. I won't say she's bad, she's just confused and only think negatively.

I confess I sometimes just stare at the wall and into nothingness. I feel so empty and alone. I wish I could close my eyes and everything would just disappear.

I confess to helping others more then I help myself. I tend to think for others and send myself into a headache trying to make people feel better. Whether it helps or not, I try too much xD I should just butt out a lot of the time, I care too much some times. I also cry myself to sleep sometimes. Just putting that out there. Its fine ^^

^ You take turning up on a Tuesday too literally haha

@mango Welcome to my life but times your 101% by 10 and then you have what I feel every single day of my existence