Confessions

@juu are you ok? You should take it easy on the booze man @brass lol message me bro

@ Suzuya That sounds awful D: I haven't thrown up in years thankfully. The last time I remember throwing up was a bowl of Ramen after deciding to put some kind of Chinese or Thai Hot sauce on it for reasons beyond me.. @ Oppa ^^; Haha, thanks Oppa. I guess you're right. I mainly feel old in comparison with how many people on MO are teens or in their early 20's but I agree 80 is pretty old and 29 is still young lol

@zen that's true even I feel old compared to like 14 year olds -.- I'm like if you were born in the 2000's you're a fetus

@ Brass ^^ Happy to hear it's been awhile since you threw up :) @ Oppa lol, Don't worry Oppa, time only slips away too soon if ya let it I guess. I should've seized more of things when I was younger to make up for how I'm feeling now..But personally speaking from my own experience, no one else's cause no two people are alike but after 18 years old I felt so old cause I was no longer considered a kid and then 18 I was considered an adult and the years have been flying by so fast that I can care less about being a kid again, I just want to get a few of those stolen years back XD And it has nothing to do with fearing I will die one day cause I accept that's a part of life and I believe there is some sort of afterlife cause of things that have happen to me in my life that was spooky but I just wanna make the best of each day and I feel as though I'm not living up to what I should be doing daily and these days will quickly turn into months and then years and it is so frustrating....but at least I don't think about it no where near as much as I use too. I'm trying to just relax and chill and make friends and later on when I'm ready find someone nice...I guess that's all anyone can really do is just make the best of it...