Those Actively Looking

I'm only 20, but I do consider myself more mature than most people my age. I do like to have fun more often than not, but since graduating from High School, life has had other plans. I've been in and out of work, in and out of College, and life always has those surprise curve balls to throw you every once in a while. For the most part, I would be interested in getting to know you Shikamarachan, but I can honestly say that I'm not at the point where you want me to be, nor do I want myself to be. My goal is still to be moderately successful, or at least comfortable both financially and emotionally by the time I turn 25. In that regard, I'm just barely stepping off of square 1 since I keep getting sent back to 'Go' everytime I make progress. I suppose that's something that I worry about when it comes to a relationship as well. I worry if I will not only have time to spend with that person, but will my choices for myself be enough for them as well. For the most part, being single right now (if we all are) is a good thing. We have less responsibilities tied to other people and nothing but time to fix ourselves up to be presentable when that time comes.

I am indeed actively looking.. Romance has never been the field in where I am successfull though.. I've had my bad experiences the time its worked out.. I also had an x-boyfriend who turned out to be quite the stalker I'm afraid.. So, I'm pretty careful with the signs now I guess.. Not assuming that all guys out there are like that.. I just.. I'm pretty cautious about it.. ^^ Nothing close to the field of paranoidity though.. Daijoubu.. ^^ One day, hopefully.. I'll be able to find someone special.. ^^

I'm actively looking. -w- but i have never had a chance with friendship on the internet and in real life... so i dont have high expectations plus, the Internet isn't full of honest people.

I'd like to believe that everyone in this forum is honest enough. Like you coming out and voicing that fact. I'm honest. By the way, has anyone found anyone they are interested in through this forum yet? I know it was just started, but I want to know if someone would be willing to take the first step if they did already. *CoughIwon'tcough*