Posting Messages For Gabe (@Gabriel_True) Until He Comes Back To The Land Of The Living

@gabriel_true Day 115: I’m not late! I promise, cause it’s not 1 AM yet (my eldest sister says that that’s officially the time of next morning). Nothing much happened today, just continuing to trust in God for provision, but we know that He’ll come through. Also, I just ate some strawberry Greek yogurt with gummy bears in it, it actually tasted really good. - May The LORD Grant Me Patience To Be Enduring: Ying-Ying

@gabriel_true Day 116: This upcoming Saturday is when our baby brother starts on his Birthday Advent Calendar –I can't wait for him to start it! I love seeing people receive gifts and stuff, it's very fun. - Saturday Couldn't Come Any Slower, Huh?: Wei

@gabriel_true Day 117: I had a dizzy spell today cause of hunger, but may the LORD strengthen our bodies over here. I think it's been...three, maybe four, days since the family has eaten, but I'm trying to stay positive. It's weird though...a piece of me truly does feel at peace despite the circumstances right now, but another part is trying to let doubt creep in, so I'm really trying to just trust in God and whatever He's doing...even though I feel at times I'm really bad at it. I'm happy our baby brother is eating tonight though, he still has some money and a neighbor also fed him burgers. Anyways, it's almost Saturday though! I'm so excited for our baby brother to start his Birthday advent calendar. I can't wait to see what gifts he got ^-^! - Is Not Life More Than Food? (Even Though It's Really Delicious): Wei-Wei

@gabriel_true Day(s) 118 and 120: I'm so sorry for missing you on yesterday! I don't know where my brain was at on that day lol, but I suppose I'm writing you your message for today (and yesterday) very early. I just want to tell you that my God is great, and even better than that, there's absolutely no words I could give to describe just how perfect He is and how much I love Him. I'm sitting in a closet at 5:37 in the morning sobbing because of the remembrance of His wonder working power that is/has been made manifest in my life and those around me, whether that be knowingly or unknowingly. I have been struggling a lot with myself and my thoughts last year and the start of this one, but I praise my Heavenly Father that gives me the wisdom and maturity to reflect on the ways He has shown up...even when I couldn't perceive it at the time. God is my Jehova Jireh; my Provider of all things, and He has been using the friends in my life (you guys) to prove to me how much He listens to me. I see God's goodness in everything: the sky, a blade of grass, a flower, people, nature, the clothes I'm wearing and even the ability to take time to simply sit still. My God is a God who's more than enough even when I'm not. He's a God who gives and takes away, yet gives us the spiritual tools to endure those seasons where He takes for our good (that we may not see as good at the time). My God is a God where there is no variableness or shadow of turning within Him; a perfect being, yet who shines His light within me because He is more than good to me. If I were to never achieve much in this life. If I were to not have achievements or popularity as people count them...I'm fine with that. I just want to love how God loves and hope that that same love of my Heavenly Father is a beacon of hope and a ray of light to everyone on this site and in this world. If the only thing I could ever do was to love until my last breath, then I'd pray that I'm faithful with the little I've been given, because I serve a God who is more than enough, so to act in His love IS more than enough for me. - God Is My Heart: Ying-Ying

@gabriel_true Day 121: Our baby brother finally got to start on his Birthday Advent Calendar today! I need to take a picture of it so you can see what it looks like. But, the point of it is more so a randomized advent calendar, so he doesn't go in any number order but draws a random number and opens up a present. Today's present was #14 and it was a Zaxby's gift card (our family loves the restaurant), and I can't wait to see him open up something new tomorrow! I hope he gets one of the bigger gifts. - I Love Seeing People Get Stuff: Ying

@gabriel_true Day 122: Had a very interesting day that I can't even talk about right now, or even ever, cause it's not my place to. However, all I can say is that God is good and more than faithful even in circumstances you might be confused, weary or tired of. - Praise His Holy Name When There's Nothing Else To Do: Wei-Wei

@gabriel_true Day 123: Our mom is able to go shopping tomorrow...I might ask if I can come since it's been a bit since I've left the house, plus, I really enjoy doing shopping and don't know why people despise it so much lol. It's enjoyable, relaxing and fun to go with my mom and siblings, plus the fact there's food XD. - Hooray For Grocery Shopping: Wei-Wei

@gabriel_true Day 124: Me, our mom and eldest sister went grocery shopping for food for the week, thanks to a very kind friend here (I'm not saying their name cause I'm not sure if that's okay) who sent some money suddenly. We had some Mexican chicken rice with some cheese flavored tortilla chips and lettuce, it was delicious! I came home and immediately got a very nice nap in, it was very warm in that comfortable way...I kind of wish that I could take that nap again XD. - Hooray For Shopping and Good Naps: Ying-Ying

@gabriel_true Day 125: Dinner was pasta and garlic bread, it was delicious! Especially the bread...I'd eat up a whole bakery if I could lol, my family calls me the bread thief because as soon as that loafy goodness is in our house, it's gone in a second. I promise I am considerate of the rest of my family and wait for them to have their fill before I tear into it! If we had the money, I'd love a crap ton of bread and a cheese wheel for my Birthday this year XD (I also really love cheese)...I'm a simple woman truly, so don't judge me, our mom already dislikes the fact I ask for necessities as a gifts rather than wants, but it's just the fact that I'm bad at asking for things I want just because I feel like our parents already have given me so much every year. So...when you think about it, it's actually my mom's fault for giving the best gifts to where I'm satisfied and only ask for food/snacks each year lol. But, I can't wait to get to our Birthday (me and baby brother's), cause she is reeeeeeally excited about whatever it is she's got me as gifts this year...which I have a feeling is NOT going to be food lol. Anyways, the cheese wheel will have to wait for when we can afford it *rubs hands together*, but just you wait until I get my hands on one. Everything I eat will have cheese on it XD. - Imma Go Eat Cookies Now: Cookie Mama

@gabriel_true Day 126: My mom washed my hair in the kitchen sink today, it felt relaxing as usual. I've been having my hair washed there because it's still really cold over here, and so the pipes in the shower don't stay warm for long, so it's preferable to get my hair done beforehand so that when I actually get in I'm not wasting majority of my warm water on my head. That is the one issue with having curly hair is that it takes longer to wash it...but, I wouldn't have to worry about freezing in the shower if this place was built properly lol. Anyhow, I had a very nice shower and then mom made some chicken noodle soup for dinner (the noodles were more Asian style than the traditional chicken soup style noodle), so I added spicy kimchi to mine and politely forced my eldest sister to put some in her's too (she likes kimchi as well, she's just difficult about taking things from people lol). Dinner was very delicious! - I Love Cabbage So Much: Wei_Ying