Mommy's Character Creations and Stories

Another female @gdmh39 with my gorgeous babies @amarantha (2nd one) and @soojin1003 (3rd one) https://picrew.me/image_maker/207297

My life had seemed bleak and my life had seemed bland, I never thought I’d find someone to hold my hand or someone to call my own. Until I met you and you seemed to change my thoughts from the start, You’ve been patient and you have been kind and when you look at me, it’s with that soft look in your eyes. I try to convince my heart that I don’t care, I try to convince my my mind that I’ll just let you down, but deep in my spirit it is telling me “you love them, you want them and you find them extraordinary”. I have my doubts and I have my fears but you stay patient when I yell it in your ears, you look at me and smile and kiss me on my cheek. Telling me “not to worry” that “everything works out in time” and when I look into your eyes I start to believe, all these words you are telling me. I’ll still have my doubts and I’ll still have my fears, but one thing I know is that I’ll love you to the end of time and nothing in the world... not even myself could ever change my mind- Some random Poem/Story

Hngggh that poem is too happy. Wait lemme change it. https://c.tenor.com/-P-xeHYEY9QAAAAd/sad-pablo-lonely.gif My life has always been bleak and bland. I stopped looking for someone to hold my hand or someone to call my own. But then I met you and I thought you would change my mind. But you showed me you cant be patient and you can't be kind. When you look at me, I see no love in your eyes. With that, I need not convince my heart that you don’t care. There is no point convincing my mind that maybe deep down there could be something. Deep in my spirit, I know it is telling me that loving someone and finding them extraordinary will not be enough. I guess I will carry these doubts and fears for now. Someday, somewhere, someone might actually stay and will show patience. Someone who will gently hold me and whisper in my ears, “don't worry, everything will work out this time” and when I look back into his eyes, I will finally start to believe. And then my doubts and fears will eventually leave, and I'll eventually learn to love and let myself be loved, and by that time I won't be changing my mind. ~