Mommy's Character Creations and Stories

@kenjiasahi2004 well it’s hard to say ready, because it’s different when you think about being in a tough situation but it’s totally different when you get in it. I can however tell you I’m prepared to and I know I’m sure I’ll have moments when I wanna give up, cry, yell, scream or get upset at people I mean it’s happened before but I always have reigned myself back because to me fighting it out is better then me giving in. I’m not gonna fight just to quit even if it’s tiring at times UwU

@kenjiasahi2004 I feel like I’m being interviewed XD. But I get it from both my mom and dad, they’ve both had their own struggles separately, together and with us kids but we learned from them it’s okay to feel vulnerable and hurt but you still gotta watch out for each other, others and yourself. Don’t stop being kind just because the world is being mean kind of stuff and it is hard... but worth it to me in the end. You are making me tear up talking about my family! XD

@kenjiasahi2004 I’m sure you could do it too wormy if you tried ^-^. I do love them a lot, I didn’t grow up with much friends which I’m fine with because I love my family so much I literally don’t mind not having friends XD but it’s always been us and we’ve stuck so many hard times out together. Arguments, loss, pain, sibling fights, homelessness, poverty, etc. so that helped us become really close with each other because it’s like we came to an understanding throughout every single obstacle that tried to take us down lol

@kenjiasahi2004 alrighty then! It’s because they’re my family and I love them... I know answering with “I love them” is cheesy but it’s true. Love is a very powerful and very special thing but it’s something that will/can also take you through heartache, pain and sadness and I’m not saying this to scare you or anyone that maybe is reading this but I love them and when someone loves/cares about you back you mutually agree you wanna stay together and work things out together, no matter how hard it gets. And because of that mutual agreement when you want to work out the misunderstandings and heartache together you can AND will do it because it’s something you want and just like anything it’s a process that takes time but when you love and want it for yourself you can have it. Patience is a key to help unlock more love and understanding within others ^^

@kenjiasahi2004 well I guess when you start to get tired and lose that hope, faith and love it is WAY harder to try and continue to fight. It is/will be a hard battle but you sometimes gotta take all the things that didn’t work out in life and use those situations to better yourself and mature yourself AND grow yourself, it’s ok to admit you did something wrong or someone did something wrong that’s hurt you badly and it’s also ok to admit to needing help with whatever it may be; thoughts, advice, family, friends or relationship issues and all that stuff. It’s also ok to admit you’ve been hurt or you’ve hurt someone use whatever actions you did then and show not only yourself but others you are learning and taking it to heart trying to be a better person, friend, lover or relative and it’s also okay to admit the struggles you’ve faced in life whether young or old was tough and you feel sad you may not have had the childhood or something you wanted... I feel that way sometimes even though I know it’s not my parents fault I still wish things would’ve worked out but that’s okay because all the things I didn’t get to do then I’ll make memories with my family now and with any future kids I might have. I guess it sometimes can be “what are you willing to fight for?” ^-^

@kenjiasahi2004 that’s true not everything does work out. I understand it’s good to keep on trying but I was watching a video (can’t remember what it was) and it’s like the man has said in the video “sometimes life doesn’t work out and you have to change your dreams or goals whether for yourself, children, things just aren’t working out. But it’s ok to change things up and try something different because you might just find your calling that way”. It’s like that man said, it may be sad you didn’t get to do what you originally wanted and as he said he doesn’t suggest giving up so quickly but if you feel deep down that wouldn’t work, it’s ok to do new things till you find what works and who knows? What you find just might be the thing you end up enjoying most in someways at least

@kenjiasahi2004 my parents. But also just the way I converse with people, I hate to not reply as quickly as I can but when people speak to me about sensitive topics it’s better to think rather than react in those situations. So while I may feel bad to make them wait and possibly worry about if I care or am judging them it’s just that I’m trying to figure out my words because I don’t wanna speak irrationally and say something I don’t mean, I’ve done it before when young tons of times and never again