Mommy’s Random Thoughts

(4:12 PM Sat. Dec 10th) PT.2: Next dream I jump to is what has really confused me. Because sometimes my mind creates random people and then my consciousness is put into that person, so idk if it was actually me in the dream or me as a completely made up person. But! I had a child in the dream and poor thing was crying in his crib because I didn’t know (at that point in the dream) if he had a stomach ache or what? The house I’m in has erupted into chaos and screaming from I believe tons of other kids I gave birth to, the older siblings are wishing the baby would stop crying, some of the younger ones are either looking at the baby like “why are you crying like that?” “Shut up!” Or also crying because the baby is crying. My husband is on the side shaking a toy to try and quiet down the baby and looks at me in defeat when the baby just keeps crying, we tried feeding him and checking his diaper and nothing was there. So, I went over and gently started talking to the baby while rubbing his stomach and he just started to release whatever it was into the diaper and apparently the only word he could say was “daddy” so poor baby is crying in pain to dad. It turns out our baby was having stomach problems that random day and my husband was looking in disgust at the baby’s diaper XD. He went to try and take his soiled clothes off (along with the diaper) and I had to cover the toddler I was holding ears so I could scream at my husband to not do that and wait until we wrap baby boy in a towel and at least get him into the bathtub. My husband just says “oh!” And rushes to get a towel. And then I am of to my next dream lol

(4:28 PM Sat. Dec 10th) PT.3: I don’t know if this is the exact last dream or if I just can’t remember any other dreams I switched to. But, this is the last one I remember having and I wasn’t sure if I should share this because it is ridiculous XD. But, since it’s a dream and only a dream it’s fine! But I had a dream where my... *ahem* husbando (I’m too embarrassed this time to state his name, but those who know... know lol) came back to send me texts of jealousy on why I was cheating on him (maybe from all the times I jokingly accused him of cheating XD). Now, no matter what @criselington says we are not together irl! XD But in the dream he was all jealous and crap, asking why I was flirting with other men and I was confused and arguing back with him. He ended up showing screenshots of my interactions with aspiechu, Ghost babe (kuharido) and sometimes Gab (gabriel_true) and I was just baffled in the dream and then he somehow got ahold of all the messages people sent me flirting, complimenting or trying to be inappropriate. And I had to tell husbando that I couldn’t control what the latter people did XD, I didn’t even ask for it and I ignored them so what was he so mad about!? He kept on going on and on in the dream and went and made a public post about those men... and then I woke up or switched to another dream. I... probably will feel embarrassed about posting this dream later XD, but I don’t even know why I dreamt of that!? https://media.tenor.com/ywzdxz6uXqYAAAAC/anime-cry.gif

(12:34 AM Tue. Dec 13th) Don’t worry Oodle-Doodle didn’t mind me posting this. You guys are just too nice to me always XD. I will continue to try and be best mama then UwU XD

I regret not saying more on the waifu and mommy subject of our conversation xD You will make history!