Empicca's Territory

832PM: (random) For reals fascinated by how different every brain works when it comes to generating thoughts/emotions/behavior etc. etc. etc. My brother and I had lunch today. We are both law students, he is from the medical field tho and I am from management/accounting, we also study in different unis. We had a talk about graded recits and I told him how I feel nervous every time and how I feel so shit whenever I have a bad recit. Most often I would cry or choose to isolate myself. I asked him if he feels the same way, and he said no, he said he does not take things personally. He would just simply brush it off, study, and do better next time. He said sure it feels bad, but he wouldn't let the sad thoughts consume him. Had a lot of realizations after that. https://c.tenor.com/9GwESelzF9kAAAAd/foxe-loh.gif

Is this the place we used to love? Is this the place that I've been dreaming of? Where have you gone? I'm gettin' old, and I need something to rely on. Tell me when you're gonna let me in. I'm gettin' tired, and I need somewhere to begin. And if you have a minute, why don't we go talk about it somewhere. This could be the end of everything so why don't we go somewhere only we know? https://youtu.be/Oextk-If8HQ

You're aching, you're breaking. And I can see the pain in your eyes. Everybody's Changing, and I don't know why. Everybody's Changing, and I don't feel the same. Soon you will disappear, fading into beautiful light. Everybody's Changing, and I don't feel right ~ https://youtu.be/Zx4Hjq6KwO0