Miss my past, why does things have to always change for the worst?

Yes and that is how I met her, during that time. So makes me hesitant to try it again. Last thing I need is meeting another just like her or something ">->

Not exactly for a gf, was looning for a new role play to do and she came up with a perfect idea. So we became role playing partners for a while then eventually that changed and we started dating. Last couple times I tried to find a new role play it COMPLETELY backfired on me since all they wanted was smut and a relationship -_-"

My point was, just go back and find more hobbies. You go do them without a plan on finding someone and just have fun. Sometimes other things come if that and other times you just enjoy yourself. Either way, you're helping yourself and no stressing.