Just some random thoughts I may post there

@xutaxkamay You know I really can relate to this a lot I really do. You know about the artificial relationships causing you to feel all alone. Or having life just be a general cesspool, I do I really do. You know what really keeps me going? A goal, and that goal is also my meaning to life, because you have to find something yourself to live for. It doesn’t matter if people agree with it or not, it’s your life after all. So here’s my trick to keeping myself alive. I myself keep myself alive to help others, others from the darkness that is in themselves. See little sobo here had a really tough life you see, just like everyone else he has/had his issues. Little sobo used to try to be everyone’s friend, he helped people, he helped other before helping himself. He thought that helping people and seeing them smile was all worth it. But people started to used him, and at one point people turned. People ridiculed him for just being nice, called him retarded XYZ for looking out for others and trying to help them. Got beat, ostracized, disrespected and hated. Even through all that he’d help people with a smile. However that smile was just on the surface. You see, little sobo was struggling. What’s wrong with me, all I wanted was to help people. Why do people treat me this way. Maybe I should cut myself as punishment for being this way. I’m told I’m a failure and will never be anything in life so maybe I should just kill myself. You see I tried so many times I lost count. However I will tell you this, there is a quote that has helped me tremendously It goes like this. “You will someday find someone who’s going through the same thing you are, and you’ll be able to help them since you had the same experiences. You’ll be able to help them and realize all of that pain, was worth it”. So I found my answer, I will help anyone who is dealing with something like what I went through, that is my answer to life. And that is what keeps me going.

That’s what I was saying helping others from the darkness is my answer I said you’d have to find your own. Don’t let others tell you how to live.