My life! Just need to vent!

~~~~~~~~~~So for personal reasons I'll be changing the names of all involved in these posts.~~~~~~~~~~ To start everything off I'm 23. I live with my grandmother and have lived with her ever since i was 2 years old. Its just me, her, my aunt and her daughter my cousin. My mom lives 2 hours away from me with my step dad, Brother, 2 sisters and 3 step sisters and my "dad" lives 13+ hours away with my other brother. The quotes around dad are because my mom approached me about 5 years ago and decides to tell me out of the blue that my dad may not be him and could be 1 of 3 guys. How fucked to wait 18 years to tell me something like that. anyway so 2 years ago me and my current ex (We'll call her Sally) were living in an apartment together with her friend who was gay and constantly caused issues. Sally and I had been together for over 2 years at this point. I thought we were ready to take the next step. I proposed on New years and she said yes. 3 months later I was fed up with her friends troublesome actions and said it needed to end and she defended him and I said that either he needed to leave or I was. Can you guess what she said? "You know where the door is!" The fuck. There was no longer any love here and I was no longer wanted around. I after this signed up for the USMC (United States Marine Corps) and was dropped after the first month for mental health issues. last month I lost my wallet and with it my ID, SSC, Debit card, and $50 cash. So now I'm back at my grandmothers, jobless, broke and unable to do anything till the economy opens back up to get a new ID and SSC. Most of my friends hate my other friends so I cant have many of them together at the same time. Most have work schedules that change every week and so we have not had a D&D get together in over 9 months. I'm going nuts not talking to anyone and all the issues that I'm finding myself in are just dragging me down more and more every day! Thanks for Listening Sorvad