I don't know what I want

So, dunno really where to begin with this and dunno if anyone if gonna see this but whatevers. So I've been dating a guy for about 2 years now, for the most part it's fine but recently I just don't know if I want to be with him or if it's just my own issues getting in the way. So... I hate sex. I can't stand it. It's annoying and bothersome. I don't see the point in it. But soon I'm meant to be moving in with my boyfriend and I just, I don't think I can deal with it but I also don't know if I want to break up with him just because my sex drive is basically non-existent. Now, don't get me wrong there are times where I get turned on but it's normally not to him, it's when I'm reading yaoi or summin coz I'm a filthy weeb or whatevers. Anyways, even then I don't do anything about it, I can't be bothered to. I like feeling turned on but I really see no point in doing anything about it as it's just gross and annoying. My other problem is I think I rather girls, but I mean even then I'd be a pain to deal with as I still likely wouldn't want to do anything sexual. I just don't know what to do, I've been struggling lately with my emotions I keep flip flopping from "oh it's fine, I do like my boyfriend" to "holy shit, I should just be alone forever" Honestly, I think I just want a friend to talk to, it'd probably clear my mind but eh, I don't really have many friends (oop) A'ight, well if anyones bothered to read this thank you, I just needed to vent my worries ^_^~

Honestly thought i was the only one.. was same with my ex like really totally the same... Was with him for 3 years so ye... If u ever need someone to talk to im allways free ^^

Aaah, I'm so glad to hear I'm not the only one =u='' Honestly just hearing that someone else has gone through the same helps haha ^^

sounds like you are asexual maybe, many people are there is nothing wrong with it. you should talk with your boyfriend about it and get it out.

Yeah, hoenstly I have told him before that I thought I might be but he kinda just brushed it off. I've been tryna figure myself out for ages, it's just been weighing my mind down a lot lately. I might mention it again to him.

Now I've never experienced this before, but I do know that often it will help to talk to your partner when there is trouble in your relationship, sometimes it's just better to work together to solve problems