Keeping my sanity

Well then the world gets burned I guess. If the world is burned, where do we go?

I guess toasting marshmallows will be easier then. Or should we burn those too?

They do make nice pillows... It's like memory foam only you can eat it!

Again I am here holding my head. I make some progress and receive set backs for things I did not do. Things I am not responsible for and yet I take the punishment for them. When perfection is not exerted I pay the price yet when those around me fail, I cannot ridicule them as they ridicule me for I am wrong. If I say someone is doing something bad, I must be referring to myself instead. Because people tend to point out their own faults to others. I choose to bite my tongue and stand in silence. What else can I do when I feel so paralyzed? I do not utter a single word as anything I say will be used against me, regardless if it is right or wrong. Sometimes a week will go by and then my words are used against me when I least expect it. Words that do not even hold great meaning come back as stabbing daggers. I hope I can muster the strength to move forward and not be in fear.