Poetry/lyrics/quotes

i never got to the song i wanted but i actually did with the last song. i probably destroyed lives, in the last few weeks. im not guilty, if you are in hell too long you realized fuck it i say what i say i cant tell lies. that was a lyric i just made.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MrHgZRGLgo0 It's gonna be too hot to breathe today But everybody is out here on the streets Somebody's opened up the fire hydrant Cold water rushing out in sheets Some kid in a Marcus Allen jersey Asks me for a cigarette Companionship is where you find it So I take what I can get Hubcaps on the car like fun house mirrors Stick to the shadows when I can Lovecraft in Brooklyn When the sun goes down the armies of the voiceless Several hundred-thousand strong Come out without their bandages Their voices raised in song When the street lights sputter out They make this awful sizzling sound I cast my gaze towards the pavement Too many blood stains on the ground Rhode Island drops into the ocean No place to call home anymore Lovecraft in Brooklyn Head outside most everyday to try to keep the wolves away Imagine nice things I might say If company should come Woke up afraid of my own shadow Like, genuinely afraid Headed for the pawnshop To buy myself a switchblade Someday something's coming From way out beyond the stars To kill us while we stand here It'll store our brains in mason jars And then the girl behind the counter She asks me how I feel today I feel like Lovecraft in Brooklyn

left and right hands covered up did you notice my hands are pink? did you notice my eyes are ringed? did you know I don't get lonely? please don't get lonely

Its cold and dark in the bitter night staying warm by my little light It keeps getting dim and flickering in and out Im still not sure what its all about It moves sometimes from far to near I get so cold i shed a tear But struggle twords it is what they say to do Just looking for the end thats way past due

The thoughts inside my head are whispers of the dead Just gnawing and scratching asking to be fed Its a great life to live as long as you give in to the nightmares Its a great place to be as long as you dont mind endless flights of stairs Its a race to the top as far as you can see Untill you reach the top and realize you were never free It was a trap, a better of two evil It was never fair, at least not in favor of the people

Lonely but dont want to be with anyone Sad but dont want to be happy anymore Mad at myself for everything ive done and done in every sense of the word I dont think its right to be here I dont think its right to speak anymore I deserved to be hated so please just hate me I deserve to die so please dont save me dont message me asking if im alright or if i want to talk cause i dont dont tell me everything is going to be ok when i know it wont Just let me be and dont tell me lies Just go and be happy and keep to yourself Or you dont have to just dont treat me like the other guys Just leave me alone and let me deal with myself