Good luck in finding and becoming this kind of people, みな.They don’t lack people who wanna befriend them;however they yearn for true connections, or rather kindred spirits;they prefer to be calm observers who watch the world with kindness and compassion, it takes them a relatively long time to open up.
Just because today is a bad day doesnt mean tomorrow is going to be. Reach out to friends for support and know that everything will get better. It might not get easier but it will get better. Just stay strong and know that the happy days are worth the sad or irritating, and that no matter what you go through you grow stronger from it and can use that to better your life in the days to come.https://scontent-ort2-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.15752-9/48894088_2306555666241936_8044629429382545408_n.png?_nc_cat=111&_nc_oc=AQlSv4bHaBHD6tAD0e1AmJ6IEQPZqvVqY2-s1Q9ZDP-NdL4CbvcJ7SkHXL3w_2O6iGsB_AKsteqqne-dICkLZkGO&_nc_ht=scontent-ort2-1.xx&oh=0cfe0345d20e9e45f2b6ce7d324f8c19&oe=5E30063F
Kanna says to take deep breaths.
Everyone can still be a better person, or have a better life. Sometimes it takes time and tears but you will get there.