I need a cigarette

@yaasshat I can only imagine how that conversation went when you started back again in front of her. I bet she didnt even stop you out of guilt. And yeah I had since had to silence the voice in my head that justifies smoking. Funny how it wasn't a "matter of life or death" until the need for the surgery eh? It's not even your surgery! That's fuckin love right there! XD

Man, it's that psychological thing. We are in a constant battle with our selves, daily, cigarettes or otherwise. Clinical depression hasn't helped in that regard and I believe the "just ignore the issue" mentality kind of just barges on in. For her, I truly believe if her mom(Whom she adores) quit, she'd stick with it. I can't say I won't be disappointed if she goes back, but I truly feel there's nothing I could say. Things like this, however much they become the issue of everyone around you are at their core, a personal thing that YOU have to figure out. That's not to say I won't help, but getting on a smoker about smoking is usually a futile thing. I mean, it's not like they don't know how unhealthy it is for them and those around. Still, just having that support, that can make all the difference.

Hope your still going strong!!!! Keep up the good work if you are!! If not i mean you can try again right? But hoping you are!!!

Oh yeah! It's been 3 and a half weeks! I slipped up this one time due to stress. But im gonna still count it as 3.5 ^^ I still get cravings every once in awhile. When I get stressed out they do. But I've gotten it out of my routines. Thx for the encouragement as always kuro ^^

Yasssss glad to hear!!!! Knew you could do it... lets just not talk about that once and forget it happened... Im gonna count it as 3.5 weeks, cause even tho there was a slip up your still going strong! Keep it up!!! http://www.hxchector.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/07/kyoko_thumbs_up.gif

Oh yeah! I forgot about this! Yeah it's been 2 months. The journey through the first couple weeks was more difficult than a no blinking contest. When I had cravings, I chewed gum, ate a snack, drank water, and slapped myself. I almost relapsed once due to stress, and I smoked one. But afterwards, I did my best not to beat myself up for that shortcoming. For anyone else wanting to quit, you're not alone, and it's not impossible. I'll do my best to encourage you to pull through!

^^ proud of u, glad you pulled thru the tough times and stuck with it!!! Just because you slip up doesnt mean you fell all the way down and glad that it seems like you already knew that, cause you pulled through and did the tough but best thing for urself.

^^ Slight makeover, but basically the same me xD