What's the hardest part about dating YOU?

I'm quite short :P not the best to wear heels around. Unless you want me to be on tip toes to match up lol. I make up for it by having a big ego so it balances out.

My libido and how I want to have sex when contrasted to my public persona. I'm a dom that wants to work up to a master/slave relationship while playing around with humiliation/bondage/CNC and general experimentation. I've had a hard time finding someone that wants to be used, abused, and completely controlled over a long weekend, while still having a personality I enjoy when we're alone or out with friends. They become super bratty or super quiet, neither of which appeal to me. At the same time, I want to be a sarcastic goofball when I'm out with friends, so most people that would want to be a slave probably think I'm too silly to be their master when we're alone and in character. Un-fucking-lucky ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ~~Cthulhu fhtagn!~~

The girls I've dated never had the same interests as me so after the honeymoon stages we just stop talking and never really do anything together after. I mostly blame myself for playing a lot of games. I think I just need a gamer girlfriend

I am too depressed and have no social experience. I always seem awkward when talking and might just put people off initially. I have yet to even get to dating successfully, lol...