I punched a kids dog twice

Well I am gonna tell a quick story why I was gone Remember I went to festivals, some of you do. I found a nice little Russian girl, where I hooked up. I knew she was a bitch but I decided to hang up and date her anyways. After we start a relation she was very abusesive, mean and insulted me everyday for my flaws. After few month she insulted my whole family and told to me she cheated on me all time when I wasn’t there and she didn’t count our relation as a relation. I was just someone to have when she got bored. Now I’m single again and still unhappy. Moral of the story? I am gonna tell you! I just don’t want to be alone, get addictive to have someone to “love”. That is not love. That’s a personal problem I got there. You can’t be happy with a girl if you are not happy with yourself. It will always end like this: I am not worth it Why she doesn’t reply, does she cheat? Getting angry- starting to argue about things I don’t want to end a single again, I accept being unhappy instead of being alone You turn crazy and you can’t think Being envy or how this feel called Is this love? No that just shows you are not ready If you fall down over and over again but stand up and try to keep go on. That’s the wrong way of thinking. If you fall down, you have to think why you felt so it will not happen again. It’s okay to lose, but not over and over again. For everybody who read this massive text- thank you! Love you guys