Your Best Poems~

When I think about your eyes I think the other night, I think about your smile and how is shine so bright. when I think about your chest I think about your heart, without even looking at your body you are beautiful from the very start. You like anime as much as I do, you have bad memories will I have them too. Every mystery but I wondered about the world, but the biggest question that I had was will I ever meet the right girl? Wishing on stars and hoping for miracles that might not be easy enough to say, even getting on my knees just to pray. This has to be destiny or something more, all my doubts are slowly dropping to the floor. My biggest fear is you cheating on me and leaving my heart high and dry, for leaving me for another Without saying goodbye. But I doubt that very much to say the least, I hope you will be the beauty to my Beast. I hope to be the inuyasha to your kagome, you can tell that there is a lot that I want to say. I want you to be yourself around me and I don't want to bring you any sorrow, because just like the next chapter of a manga there is a new tomorrow. You are still a mystery to me as there is no doubt about that, but I know that if something bad was happening you would be by my side as there's no doubt and you'd probably hold a bat. I'm joking about the bat but if you had problems I'd stand by you too, and I hold you when you are feeling blue. As I know that it's weird that I think this way about someone that I barely know, but there's just something about you that doesn't want me to let go. Every promise that I'm giving you is the truth of what is to come, as I swear to the heavens above. I can't wait to have you in my arm and to conventions together or even movies to say the least, or even cuddle on our way to the middle East. I went to so much to say the least, I hope your day was good and your dinner with a wonderful feast. That's all I wanted to say for tonight, so no matter what or no matter what people do I will always have these feelings that will be close to an I love you.

You can call me a Playboy or you can call me a liar, the running away from A moment Like This would truly be dire. Amazing to look into the eyes of someone I care about the most, north or south or even the East coast. Walking down the aisle waiting for the bride, there's no turning back and nowhere to hide. Making a promise that I will never let go of to say the least, my heart landing on hers like a gorgeous feast. I'm supposed to be the thief but she steals my heart, I was spoken for by another but this girl is way too smart. How was I so lucky to meet a woman like you, you call yourself Mrs. lupin as I'm sure that it fits you.

When I first met you your eyes caught me by surprise, like to sea that tells no lies. A smile that was simply in disguised, water that was once fun for you is now something that you despise. Teaching others how to swim and belittling them to, forgetting the feeling of the ocean blue. You didn't like change or just couldn't accept it at all, when I changed your view you got mad and wouldn't recall. Wouldn't recall someone being able to keep up with you in a pool, someone that was able to make you look like a fool. Someone that worked for you for free, just to be able to be close to you as you can see. Someone that didn't have a home of his own, someone that you couldn't call with a simple phone. Now you are starting to think about the sea, as I wonder if you right now are thinking about me.

It really ticks me off when the days come and go, it pisses me off and there's no real love to show. It grinds my gears when people want the attention, but turn away when you have a problem that is to be mentioned. it gets on my damn nerves to have to listen but don't speak, I'm like a boiler getting closer and closer to my Peak. I've seen it all and done it all for the masses the masses, it was a struggle to pass my classes. I'm not wanting to be one of those big wigs in those cars, try to jump off planes just to show how much money I have or how far. I can remember when the police did nothing to stop the pain, for a homeless man not trying to get a job but trying to ask for loose change. People looking at me like I am a creep or freak of nature that needs to be locked up in a cage, trying to hold a relationship and trying to be on the same page. all of this makes me want to bug out on the world and see how fast they turn away, it is feels like it just going to be one of those days. People act like they care until questions pop up in front of their faces, then they disappear like goes to different places. Asking me for money and then asking for change just because they think I'm a nice guy, but nobody was there for me when I was down on my knees ready to cry. From my own father to my own mother, I only had the shadow behind me and the city like no other. I never asked for money and I never asked for a future that looks so drama fueled by hate, not much freedom in people nowadays and making it sound like that's their fate. WAKE UP WORLD DO I NEED TO SCREAM AND SHOUT, MUST I BUG OUT ON YOU ALL JUST TO KNOW WHAT I'M ALL ABOUT!!!! I hate the fact that I have to kiss ass to get where I need to be, why can't anyone lend me a shoulder or a hand and except the person that I truly want to be?

Have you ever felt lonely? Just sitting in your room, Thinking slowly, Awaiting your doom. Cursed to live this life alone, No one that would listen, Feelings that can't be shown, Life has taught me a lesson. Just sitting in my room, Feeling only pain, Awaiting my doom, I'm going insane. I'm sad and lonely, That's my life, Just watch me closely, I'm about to pick up that knife. I don't want to die, I just can't take it, This is my goodbye, And I hate it. But no one will miss me, I'm not something to be dwelled on, Just let me leave this lonely sea, Soon, I will be gone.

The thoughts inside my head are whispers of the dead Just gnawing and scratching asking to be fed Its a great life to live as long as you give in to the nightmares Its a great place to be as long as you dont mind endless flights of stairs Its a race to the top as far as you can see Untill you reach the top and realize you were never free It was a trap, a better of two evil It was never fair, at least not in favor of the people

Lonely but dont want to be with anyone Sad but dont want to be happy anymore Mad at myself for everything ive done and done in every sense of the word I dont think its right to be here I dont think its right to speak anymore I deserved to be hated so please just hate me I deserve to die so please dont save me dont message me asking if im alright or if i want to talk cause i dont dont tell me everything is going to be ok when i know it wont Just let me be and dont tell me lies Just go and be happy and keep to yourself Or you dont have to just dont treat me like the other guys Just leave me alone and let me deal with myself