Open Season ~Desu~?

Hey to the ladies. If you are interested in talking with me, feel free. I'm bored, interested in the opposite sex despite both sexes constantly degenerating, and am trying to learn how to love instead of feeling like I hate everything and everyone. A woman should be willing and wanting to teach a man love. Considering my past, it is a miracle that I'm not trying to hurt people and trying to move forward from my past. It is said only a woman can heal a man's wounds that supposed could never be healed. Are you the 99% trash, or are you the 1% winners that I seek? I am more than willing to be friends with any and all men and women, but romance wise? I'm just looking for the One. Get it, because I'm just ONE MAN (;)) Terrible jokes aside I am a 27 year old, looking for a very specific age, height and MAYBE personality. Yet ladies if you haven't seen my posts to understand who I am yet, feel free to chat with me and communicate. I am a person who understands many things. First and foremost, my own positive and negative qualities. The latter of which is a person with emotional baggage, albeit I try to keep to myself with that. It is rather...difficult...to describe in words what I bring to life. The only word really that fits is...fulfillment. It is only hard to describe because you cannot experience what goes around me. Despite my own problems, I try to lift everyone up around me that I can. If I have to fully promise something to a woman, other than commitment and maturity in a relationship that you won't find anywhere else, since I don't really typify myself with the gritty men like Liam Neeson and really don't see myself in either gender category (aka no male bravado, which ironically in this day and age is a plus)so I don't know if an effeminate male is the type to go for today, since I'm stuck in the midst of both masculine and feminine interests (what can I say? I like cute things, most of all, cute women, but like very masculine things like violence and metal)the thing I would promise, is power. My smarts is only a small presentation of a larger picture. I have a goal, a dream. Albeit I do admit, a woman could partly be a conduit to that goal, but the tradeoff would be that they end up becoming First Lady. See, when I was growing up, I was a bit fucked up in the head. Wanting to be a conqueror and such nonsense. Yet after I had bad things happen to me, and made horrible choices and decisions, at the age of 14-17 I had to grow up, and REAL FUCKING FAST. So before, I was an immature brat, but an immature brat that also had no legal options to date. I had legal orders prohibiting me from doing so. Right as those restrictions were taken off, I lost the person who helped me mature the most. For a long time, I avoided dating people and dating sites because I felt they deserved someone better than me. Nowadays, there's no one with my potential cap, because every time I have been given a goal, I've either accomplished it, or surpassed it. Am I still conceited? Damn skippy, but it is less of a disrespectful thing, and more of a respectful thing to those who have given me education opportunities not afforded to anyone else. There's a ton of positivity under my negatives, and it takes a true woman to see past that. The whole YouTubing thing is a side expenditure until I reach the legal age to run for President anyways. Most of all, I can at any time, discard my past if the woman has their ideals for a man. Relationships are about compromises and tradeoffs. Isn't it about time you met an adult who actually acts like one? Open Season starts...now. In the words of a clown, if you want some, come get some. I won't get my hopes up though lolz :P