Song Lyrics

She's locked up with a spinning wheel She can't recall what it was like to feel She says, "This room's gonna be my grave And there's no one who can save me, " She sits down to her colored thread She knows lovers waking up in their beds She says, "How long can I live this way Is there someone I can pay to let me go 'Cause I'm half sick of shadows I want to see the sky Everyone else can watch as the sun goes down So why can't I And it's raining And the stars are falling from the sky And the wind And the wind I know it's cold I've been waiting For the day I will surely die And it's here And it's here for I've been told That I'll die before I'm old And the wind I know it's cold..."

The bell tolls on as the rain comes down On my face, the drops, they sound I slowly melt into grey abyss Depression and her endless kiss I hope to feel the life again End the numbness, living in I sit in silence, deaf to all And I can't look you in the eye I don't want you to see the damage inside I've been gone for so long My demons pull me into the hole To dance with leaches that drink my soul The violins play the endless song From hearts broken everlong I can't look you in the eye I don't want you to see the damage inside I've been gone for so long And I can't look you in the eye I don't want you to see the damage inside I've been gone for so long

These days, my life, I feel it has no purpose, But late at night the feelings swim to the surface.

Have faith and you won't be left behind Haunted by the thoughts of a failed life Self realize There's a message embedded in my mind I see it over and over Every time that I shut my eyes I am finally awake This is the end of a nightmare This is the end I am finally awake This is the end of a nightmare This is the end We will live And forgive the mistakes they've made Surrounded with trust We won't make the same Self realize I am finally awake Self realize I am finally awake We fill with hope I am finally awake This is the end of a nightmare Haunted by the thoughts of a failed life Leave behind the thoughts of a failed life [2x] This is the end We will live and forgive the mistakes they've made Surrounded with trust We won't make the same Self realize I am finally awake Self realize I am finally awake Our lives will fill with hope I am finally awake They've only foreshadowed our own Have faith and you won't be left behind [3x] Until our guidance Until our guidance is that alone Until our guidance Until our guidance is that alone Until our guidance Until our guidance is that alone Until our guidance Until our guidance is that alone

I was a living soul just like the rest of you A normal guy working nine to five Keeping up with the bills because my mother was ill I lost track of time She lost her fucking mind Eventually she died I was broken and petrified So I drank the medicine tonight Bottoms up here’s to my shitty life Where have all my morals gone? Washed away with the bottle How did this all go wrong (It all went wrong) It wasn’t my intention but there’s no redemption For those who take away the lives of innocent I’m inebriated, I’m dangerous I can’t (I can’t live on) So there’s one in the chamber just waiting for me to end it all I drank my sorrows down and poisoned my soul to the core I drove away that dreadful night, couldn’t take this life not anymore Behind the wheel, the tunnel vision, I couldn’t see them 85 through the intersection My sick transgression, I fucking killed him I saw the blood, what had I done? Where have all my morals gone? Washed away with the bottle How did this all go wrong (It all went wrong) It wasn’t my intention but there’s no redemption For those who take away the lives of innocent I’m inebriated, I’m dangerous I can’t (I can’t live on) So there’s one in the chamber just waiting for me to end it all It’s come to this A pen and paper, a loaded gun I can’t live on another day with everything that I’ve done Dark has taken all control The accident had consequence, I took a father from his girl And god can’t even save my soul This life I live is barely living hollow man I have no feelings Burn in fires down below It’s just what I deserve cause I am evil and despicable One shot ready to let go I put my finger on the trigger Life I want mine to be over Where have all my morals gone? Washed away with the bottle How did this all go wrong (It all went wrong) It wasn’t my intention but there’s no redemption For those who take away the lives of innocent I’m inebriated, I’m dangerous I can’t (I can’t live on) So there’s one in the chamber just waiting for me to end it all There’s one in the chamber Waiting for me just to end it all End it all My mother is gone, so I guess I’ll just leave this is for whoever finds me All I can really say is I’m sorry I can’t live with myself with what I’ve done I can’t take the guilt, and the pain, the emptiness It’s all just too much I’m hollow I can’t take life anymore

A single tear from the elms of emptiness falls to stain the cracked earth and the soil breathes one final, desperate, breathe of life. Tiny budding flowers and colours of joy and hope explode from the water-bead. Undying, undimming, before shattering to dust. These woods have no memory of the touch of sun, or the smell of dew, and all I can hear through the deafening silence are the moaning trees. It was Morrow who cursed this place. Now, cheerless and stagnant, it screams in the night so we hearken the cries from the heart of the wood. I linger on in doubt, darkness comes early down here. Wishing upon ages, these flowers will someday bloom. I'd wait here forever just to see these flowers bloom. They never bloom. You fucking betrayed us, in these woodlands we wove, dreaming amidst the groves. Morrow, No one could stop us. although, now the orchards no longer grow, So I'll reclaim the throne of woe. I'm starting to count the stars by myself, and this winter is eating away at my soul. I'll always remember the day I was stabbed in the back. Stabbed in the back. Just like teardrops, the limbs of the dying trees began to fall, one by one. Now let me sleep. Let me sleep, In this garden that never blooms. A single tear from the elms of emptiness falls to stain the cracked earth and the soil breathes one final, desperate, breathe of life. Tiny budding flowers and colours of joy and hope explode from the water-bead. Undying, undimming, before shattering to dust. These woods have no memory of the touch of sun, or the smell of dew, and all I can hear through the deafening silence are the moaning trees. So here I will wait for the spring, In the garden of tears. If you listen in the night, you hearken the cries from the heart of the wood. And so here I will wait, until my last dying days. Wishing upon ages, these flowers will someday bloom. I'd wait here forever just to see these flowers bloom. They never bloom.

If it makes you less sad, I will die by your hand. Hope you find out what you are; already know what I am. And if it makes you less sad, we'll start talking again. You can tell me how vile I already know that I am. I'll grow old, start acting my age. It'll be a brand new day in a life that you hate. A crown of gold, a heart that's harder than stone. And it hurts a whole lot, but it's missed when it's gone. Call me a safe bet, I'm betting I'm not. I'm glad that you can forgive, only hoping as time goes, you can forget. If it makes you less sad, I'll move out of this state. You can keep to yourself, I'll keep out of your way. And if it makes you less sad, I'll take your pictures all down. Every picture you paint, I will paint myself out. It's cold as a tomb, and it's dark in your room. When I sneak to your bed to pour salt in your wounds. So call it quits, or get a grip. You say you wanted a solution; you just wanted to be missed. Call me a safe bet, I'm betting I'm not. I'm glad that you can forgive, only hoping as time goes, you can forget. So you can forget, you can forget. You are calm and reposed. Let your beauty unfold. Pale white, like the skin stretched over your bones. Spring keeps you ever close. You are second-hand smoke. You are so fragile and thin, standing trial for your sins. Holding on to yourself the best you can. You are the smell before rain. You are the blood in my veins. Call me a safe bet, I'm betting I'm not. I'm glad that you can forgive, only hoping as time goes, you can forget.