I hate myself.

I believe, no one gets what they deserve. That's why horrible people are living it up and good people suffer. The best thing to do is be stubborn and keep trying to better yourself and your life. Even if you end up with scars they're proof you tried.

The only thing that can solve my self hatred is to find someone I can hate more than myself It actually helps me feel much better as a human being than that certain person You should try it sometimes, it does help It makes you kinda motivated to live on and think "I don't wanna be that piece of shit"