Mommy’s Random Thoughts

(1:57 AM Mon. Oct 10th) It’s my mom’s birthday today! But, I’m going to bed irritated at a stupid stove! Wanted to clean it for her birthday (as I do every year) and because my eldest brother drops oil and never cleans up the mess, I couldn’t clean the stains all the way ‘cause of how long they stay there . Can’t wait till I learn how to professionally clean... stupid, useless, dumb, idiotic, stinking, did I say useless? Cleaning supplies. Can I clean something till it’s perfect looking? Apparently not! Now my poor mother will have to stare at mediocre cleaning! I wanna smash the stove. ((╬◣﹏◢))

(12:43 AM Tue. Oct 11th) I am tired and just wanna go to sleep, but I can’t. Idk if my house has finally managed to do something to me or if my body is being stupid rn? I am tired but every time I lie down it gets hard to breathe... and it’s not even like shaky breathing or anything. It feels like a weight is in my chest/lungs and idk what it’s doing.

(11:29 PM Wed. Oct 12th) Why did my sister have to mention me wanting kids? I feel like every time I see a baby I want one now! Maybe... maybe I have always thought of them? Maybe it’s in my head? (Yeah, ‘cause I am thinking about ‘em)... but, can I at least know someone with a baby? I wanna hold and cuddle one UwU

(2:44 AM Sat. Oct 15th) My eldest sister got her first ever check yesterday (on Friday) and it was like... 670 dollars and higher, plus some cents! I was shocked when I read the amount on the check XD, she laughed at my reaction but I’m so happy for her. Apparently all the managers at her job trust her to work on her own... which apparently only the higher ups are allowed to do is work on their own and her managers just leave her to work (which she does very well at by herself). They also are trying to get her to be a full time employee XD, but she stands firm on being part time employee; which they are disappointed about. I’m just so happy for her!

(11:40 AM Sat. Oct 15th) I had a dream where Vin Diesel was a family friend and he drove me and my siblings back home (from where? I don’t remember), but he was confused on which way to go after stopping at a stop sign that had multiple directions you could go in so we told him: “it’s alright! We’ll just walk from here.” He watched us walk off before he went home or wherever he would be going, and then while heading home we see people in a van drive by... well, those people were Tamela Mann, David Mann and I think LaVan Davis in the car who waved as we passed by them. Then, my one brother started walking across the street which made me and my eldest sister confused; so we call out to him... and he just brushes us off. So, we keep calling to him as he further walks down a hill when crossing the street and I ran after him, my eldest sister in the dream was so worried and upset he was ignoring her she threw something at him and the brother in my dream glared up at me and asked why she was fussing at him. I ended up waking up before I could respond, but the way he glared at me in the dream... maybe it was gonna turn into some gory, horror and violent dream which is why my body woke me up XD.

(1:01 PM Sat. Oct 15th) I just remembered I made pumpkin spice cookies last night! They are so delicious and maybe I should take a picture of them before I eat them all? XD

(1:33 PM Sat. Oct 15th) Should make a thread dedicated to explaining yourself if you feel the need to do so. So that way no one is in trouble for getting off topic somewhere XD

Dew it, but deez fuckin degenerates will eventually devolve that thread into a shitpost thread *loud burp* you best believe I'll be one of those degenerates. Go off topic on the off topic thread KeK