Empicca's Territory

https://youtu.be/xifzlRqt0qo "...I felt the guilt build up as I looked back how things went wrong. Did I have to sweep in and scar you? We broke up, because sometimes it is the best thing to do. Did it ever cross your mind that maybe you hurt me too? But I'm not taking it against you. I apologize for coming into your life just to break your heart to pieces, and then leave you in the night. I tried my best to stay by your side, but who knew the rolling seasons would reveal that sometimes we aren't meant to be the one. So goodbye to the ones we once loved. I realized it wasn't anyone's fault at all. It's just that I wasn't built to build you up when you fall. Maybe we were meant to be a lesson to each other. But I wish you well. And I'm sorry..."

https://youtu.be/OZXVi5jYFnc "...In my dreams we are happy together, you accept me even when I am imperfect. In my dreams all the stars approve of us. Thus I wish to never wake up..." :')

420AM: Just had a bad dream...I was in a stadium or somethin with old classmates and then they kept staring at the stairs which only leads up. But those who climb up are being grabbed by evils. And then I tried going up and a pointy hand tried to grab me. Feeling the hand, I told myself this is a bad dream. And the instinct was to pray. And suddenly I was back in my room and was awaken. And then I went to my parents room to get my mom and get comfort. And when my mom lead me to my room I was waken again. This time really awake. I said a short prayer and my light started flickering and I was like these motherfuckers really testing me so I went to get a rosary, a bible, and the Mary medalion given to me by someone who assisted or worked for exorcists. I feel better. I know theres scientific explanation for nightmares. But as a Catholic its also an instinct to pray whenever bad things happen.

@amarantha "You're never too young to have a Vietnam Flashback" I always say, lol, I'm kidding, Hope you're feeling better champ.

@amarantha Italy was like this, Me and my ex-fiance were really amazed about how folks would just walk in the street with speeding cars going by fast and etc. Made every road crossing feel like we we're playing frogger... Italians have my respect for that. Just kinda a 'fml up fam' attitude you need to have there. lmao

@mickkito as someone who does not really know slash scared to cross streets and is not out in public often, Im amazed too by how other Filipinos manage to stay alive out there...