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swadian
Okay so, I always talk about how I ocasionally will post deep things about me on my own thread but I instead just relay it to a personal meme den, so this time it's a dream turned nightmare. There was this one dream I had where I was in highschool, as a note, for me, Highschool was one of the most terrible periods of my life, lots of bullying, lots of uncertainty, parental emotional abandonment, emotional abuse by classmates, it's also when I discovered my gender issues for the first time and when I realized there might be an explanation for everything messed up with me, sooo yeah not pretty. On this dream everything was nice, people were nice to me and overall everyone had a good impression of me, I didn't really knew anyone in the classroom but I somehow knew it was one of the local highschools on the city, my body felt slightly strange but I didn't paid it much attention, it's one of those moments when you have tunnel vision, I stood up and went to a nearby window to look at the trees, whenever I was melancholic or depressed I would look at the trees to calm down and find comfort, when I went to the window I saw my reflection on the glass, what I saw in the mirror was a woman, not my male self nor any of the pictures I have fabricated over the years, I was someone that was noticeably still me -someone with my family genes- but in a very real female form, I was a woman in flesh, not a fake forgery or anything faux, it wasn't a show of smoke and mirrors but rather I had the full features of a lady, it was the real deal, I also was wearing the local highschool uniform for females, when the full realization of what was transpiring hit me in full something deep in me burst out and I couldn't hold on tearing up of joy from it, the tears became a very loud and noticeable wail, it was so bad that people nearby thought I was injured or I was in deep pain, they tried to comfort me and asked me what was wrong, I told them it was tears of happiness and blissfulness because a miracle had happened and I couldn't find any other way to express my happiness but by crying. Eventually, everything was settled and calm, I decided to go outside for some fresh air and to begin my new life such as I had longed for for years, as I crossed the door of the classroom to go outside I woke up in real life, I was covered with tears that ran down to my throat, then I started getting a massive migraine, my chest throbbed heavily and a knot was hurting me on my throat, I couldn't help but cry again, this time it wasn't due to excess of happiness, rather, it was due to an egregious sadness. Sometimes when I look back at how my life has been I wonder how I have managed to keep moving forward, suicide has been so tempting for so many years that I don't know how I have found the strength to keep moving on life hahaha
swadian
Imagine having a wife like this, pure Bliss https://youtu.be/r1C9HpWVl2E
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