Random thoughts...

https://media1.tenor.com/m/plKtI7ARlVwAAAAC/nichijou-hakase.gif Free from work for 24 hours

https://media1.tenor.com/m/T7iNfyw0EgAAAAAC/coffee-drink.gif Still early and I'm crashing. Think it's caffeine time XD

Sometimes I think about how I could've handled things better in the past, I wish I could go back and fix em. Obviously I know it isn't possible, but the "what if's" are there. I know I haven't been a good friend to some with not communicating properly or just not at all, I am sorry for that. Only thing I can do is own it, apologize for the things I did wrong, reach out and hope things can be mended and if they can't, then move on with my life as best I can. Though it is hard to do sometimes since I don't wish to leave things on a bad note and I'm really not owed anything at the end of the day.

The Fear That Manifests Its Self...My Fear Is a Cannibal... I dreamed of you again ... In my dream my fear manifested its self and turned into a monster... This monster was always at your side it got along with you and cared for you and you cared for it. It only cared for you and I and it didn't hurt us but when it would become hungry it would turn into a vicious cannibal it ate people anyone that was near. One day he became so angry since it was so hungry that it attacked me i think my fear killed me in the end... How funny and strange is that for my fears to even reach my dreams even so it loved you just as much as I do because it could never hurt you...In the end I could only hurt myself...

Love how fast my new car goes, though this stupid new headrest rule is dumb. Give me the option to weigh safety vs comfort damnit.