Problematic

Got problems bugging you presently or for a large amount of time? What are your main ones? If you were to consider how to remedy those problems how would you go about it? Thanks for any responses,

I have a huge problem and I'm just starting to figure it out now. I guess I been scared all my life. Scared of showing my true feelings for fear of being hurt. I actually didn't notice this until just yesterday actually. I see anime girls that I like so much and because they always seem so happy. I been wondering why I couldn't be happy like that. Like my favorite Waifu Katsuragi http://vignette4.wikia.nocookie.net/kagura/images/e/e7/Katsuragi_SV.png/revision/latest?cb=20151007165536 Katsuragi's personality is kinda like mine a little bit. She's very perverted and her hobby is sexual harassment. I'm like that but I know not to do most of those things to the general public because some people find it disrespectful. Because of that reason I fear being hated or rejected by everyone for what I personally like. I had this happen once when I was smaller when I liked girl things but I still identified myself as a male. Other kids made fun of me but they for some reason respected me when I got into a physical fight and won. Human beings confuse the hell out of me. I know not everyone will hate me just like not everyone will like me either. But still that fear of not being liked bothers me. This is the only part I can understand that I have to fix on my own. No one else can fix it because it's not their emotions, it's mine. I know there are some sexual females out there that would like someone like me. But social pressures isolate us from finding each other easily. These basic things of not liking certain things about different humans is what starts fights because their feelings can't be expressed and enjoyed. Knowing what I know now I changed my profile description so it better explains myself and who I am as a human being. Human emotions are the biggest pain in the ass. They cause the most problems in my opinion.