PTSD

Thanks, regarding my issues, I can't really speak about it... but I'm always down to just talk.. even to just keep each other positivity in check.

mango_mochi if he comes again you should just report him to the police you shouldnt be afraid of scum like him he should be afraid of you

Just let it all out if you have to, remember, you're in a better place now. Unlike before, you have the strength to stop him and prevent anything from happening to you or another. I agree with Anna, don't be afraid and do whats necessary to help you feel safe physically and mentally.

I have PTSD as well, I find talking to someone else who gets it helps. Someone who can listen, and have a little bit more understanding.

@mango I don't know if this helps but I've had also experiences like that, people have hurt me as they have done to you when I was a kid and I admit acting like these people never existed when I didn't see them, the past will always come back. If I was you in this case, I wouldn't focus on what happened or in his figure but focus on the fact that my or your persona is what it is now for multiple situations. I wouldn't ever focus on him, I'd rather think on someone else or in the future. I had to deal with people like this for days, months... years. All I thought about was running away, getting myself somewhere better but I also knew that wasn't gonna happen so I faced them, I faced my past and to me the best way was to forget, forgive, move on and let them really d i e. They don't exist for you anymore so if you look at them in the eye, no matter how deep they are, is like they aren't there in the first place. You just remember what happened, what made you and built you into what you are today, your fears, precautions, instincts. But you don't remember them. Probably won't really help since we are all different and we take pain in different ways, yet I felt like is necessary for you to know that you need to look inside of you and focus on how awesome and strong you are in front of whoever is near you. Also, if he comes to you just do the same as Anna said, never hesitate, think about your safety first, don't shock, don't panic, take a deep breath and move. Movement is life. Trust me on this.