Random thoughts...

Don’t think about the things you want or can’t have.The things you could have or should have done. Think about what you can do now and about what you already have and what makes you happy. Don’t worry, your sadness is temporary. Hang in there

im blaming myself for what happened to the poor frog. i brought mr. froggy inside my classroom and my teacher slammed the frog on its face to the floor and it wasn't moving. I'm sorry Froggy. I love you.

i never once taught about using html to put images, links and other things in my bio I feel retarded

I think i found a new thing to waste my money on in the attempt to squeeze out a tiny bit of serotonin https://media1.tenor.com/images/2d7df72b568551605943631988722703/tenor.gif?itemid=4905592 Starting to become interested in guns, rn i was looking at the SRM 1216. Shotguns have sort of been off putting for me because i was worried the kick would either send me flying or the weapon flying. So far my wishlist is this gun and an AR-15 "america's weapon of choice" or so some call it. I want a handgun as well but after shooting an M-9 i really need to test those out hands on before buying, recoil is yucky. Edit: also found a friend who is stationed at my base who knows a few shooting ranges. So we can hang out on a Saturday and shoot some paper targets.

I used to shoot an MK22. Any 22lr should be fine in terms of noise and kick.. unless you're using hollow point rounds.. in which case rip ears.