Random thoughts...

nothing really maters as long as your not in pain or doing nothing. doing nothing is hard. go a day just looking at the wall, thats kinda like being in jail. jail sucks.

Ahhhhhh im stressing rn idk why but this fitness test i have tomorrow is giving me major anxiety. Like im wondering if im gonna be good. I have been working out the past 6 months but was it enough? >.> Am i gonna be good? Im thinking about getting some high energy foods to see if that helps? Idk dude alot is riding on this and i think thats why im stressing out.

Panda you know you good. Are you allowed music during your run? I used to have this short playlist that was exactly 12 mins long. I learned what lap I needed to be on by what part of a song I was at. But regardless, I always try to Sprint that last lap out.

@melk Well i mean yeah i can listen to music. I just say that im worried because this is like the final boss. Last thing left on my list of things to do. Im a little worried mainly for the running portion not because im a bad runner but mainly because i have had really bad runners knee (might have screwed myself over running a 5k in vans tbh) so i havent been running nearly as much as i should. I have a pacer and he said he is good so its just a matter of keeping the same pace which i can do i guess as long as my heart doesnt explode on me lmfao last lap i always sprint it out on the final stretch. Not good at distance running but i can kill the heck out of short burst sprints

Oi I remember how much pressure it was! You have a solid plan for the run. Thinking of it as "You're not gonna lose me that easy" vs "Oh shit what time and what lap" is soooo less stressful. I know the music will help keep the hype train running. You got this mane! Lending you my energy \o/

Thanks dude its like really no pressure, since technically im not due to test this month im just knocking it outta the way so i can coast along. Tomorrow gonna wake up early get my fluids in, Maybe eat a banana and we will see Where i am after that. I usually dont take anything before a run cuz of cramping so i need to be up extra early. Also got my compress sleeve for the one knee so i just need to calm my nerves